About My Life

Forced

2011-09-16T10:33:00.000-07:00

The reason I dun wan to tell any1 is because I dun wanna be a burden to any1.

I dun wan them to FORCE themselves to entertain me, to accompany me.

But now tat u know, I feel like I'm a burden to u.

Firstly u keep saying u wan to meet up. But in de end u decided to go msia and I thought I could nt go. So u offered to meet up at nite then stay over at my place.

But nw when I can go, u say since we meet up le, at night u will be going your friend's bday to drink.

U just feel responsible? Then tat I can go, u dun need to stay with me anymore right? "Friend's house, alcohol, here I come!!!"?

I dun wan ppl to feel like they own me anything, if really u wan then come meet me, u dun have to force yourself.
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2011-08-29T05:16:00.001-07:00

Never in my life have I feel so fuking invisible.

Nobody talk to me,
Nobody walk with me,
Nobody ask for my option,
Nobody really care anyway.
It does not matter if I am there or not anyway.

I dun think they even realise if I just walk away.

Everythings it a lie, ask me to be your bestfriend? All a load of rubbish.

I am not your fuking back-up wheel!!!!!!!
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Breakdown

2011-08-27T15:03:00.001-07:00

2day is suppose to be a great and happy day, but seem like my friends did nt enjoy as much as I expected them to.

A lot of shit happen, every1 emo here and there....
I feel so powerless as I could not do anything to help...

Watching my friends suffer, I suffer too...

U guys dun have to care wad other thinks,
u know de truth, tats all it matter.
U dun have to prove to any1 anything
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Voices

2011-08-27T04:03:00.000-07:00

Somtimes, there are things I wan to voice out... But I dun....

Cos firstly its nt my life, I wan to care but I feel powerless...

Also even if I voice out
Would any1 care?
Would any1 bother?
Would it change anything?

I dun wan ppl to "force" themself to change for me.
Also there are things which should come naturally and not to be reminded.
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Neutral

2011-08-21T07:17:00.001-07:00

Well first thing first.
If u are reading this blog, just own up ok?
Just tell me.... Dun let me guess.

Well just finish field camp in tekong. Fun at some part, F-ed in some part, all shagged.
Missing tables, chair, bath, hot food!!!
Missing my friend also. Although bk out le, only gt like 24 hour to bk in again.

Well atleast all de high key finish le. Left UO which is tmr, sit test and de road march!

Never meet my friends. Well I wanna meet them, but there is not much time. And also dunno wad to do.....

Next week going club. Should be Avatar, dunno should I club or nt. Feel a bit reluctant, but I would proberly enjoy it. After tat going friend place stay then go another friend house.

Well just bk-ed in. Bored.... But time to slp le. Haizzzzzz
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2011-07-30T08:03:00.001-07:00

Honestly, I am fuking surprise about myself. Never in my life have I expect myself to crave for attention. When I was young, I never liked attention and think I am best off without any at all.

Never in my life have I feel more alone then now.

I feel so, empty.

Like I am not important in any1's life anymore. Now any1's number 1 person to go to when in need.

I feel so like a "extra" or a "add-on", a person who is every1 is happy u are there, but at the same time is some1 who dun need to be there.

Like nobody will be sad is u are not there. But glad u are here. Some1 to waste time with when u are bored, when there is no1 to accompany u.

Some1 who have to try to cut into other people's conversation just to be able to talk.

i know i should not feel this way, not like this.

Something different

2011-07-23T02:12:00.001-07:00

Haha ok recently quite emo, all my freaking post so emo de lo

2day dun wan emo le, more only my recent life

Army life,
Tiring and sometime boring, but everything is actually quite ok!!! Althought 6 week had pass, but it felt like only about 3week!

Guess its de feel of accomplishment!! Tat I pass my ippt and with a silver!!! And evertime I do IPPT, all de score seem to be different yet better!!!

Week 6 of army was fuking shag, was like purely physical activites!!! Which is currently de longest week due to 2 RM in a week....
RM is de only thing I cannnot stand in army, maybe due to de field pack being so heavy for a skinny person like me.

Anyway tat week had pass and next week seem to be quite slack!!!!
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2011-07-22T07:51:00.000-07:00

I seriously dunno WTF is wrong with u,
all you mind can think of is being the best!!!
winning other ppl!!! if u cant be the best, u just dun even fuking care anymore
cant u just think about yourself? i thought tats wad u do best? think about your own fuking self?

when i wanna change topic, u say nvm, now u just fuking tell me
eh i tired liao gonna slp????

i feel like we cannot even tok anymore due to all this fuking army shits anymore!!!

Troublesome

2011-07-16T22:23:00.000-07:00

I feel so fuking useless nw. A bother to every1......

Recently go out quite emo, feel like I spoil every1's mood. Then now because I 4get about some agreement and butt in too much on another business. Confused every1 make make a big mess and need other ppl to clean up for me.
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Decision

2011-07-12T00:53:00.001-07:00

These few days have been very very emo over an old problem....

Not gonna explain it here.

Anyway I have to choices, to fuk care everything and live a normal life, or to hold on to my hope but suffer.

After thinking about it these few days, I finally made a decision. And I really hope I won't regret.

Anyway I dun think there will be anymore regret because I decided to 4get, since there is no future, and there won't be any. Now tat I think about it, there was never meant a beginning in de first place.... I might be wrong, but I won't let his affect my life anymore
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2011-07-09T07:34:00.001-07:00

I know I'm being annoyed, but I just cannot stand it anymore....

I know in a few hours time, if I think about this stupid problem, I will just feel ok about it liao, cos no point being annoyed by it.

Really feel that we are barely being friend anymore liao..... U say that u dun like "some1" tagging alone cos all her attention will be on him and u cannot get her full attention, now i understand how u feel because u are also like tat, when your friend come, all your attention over them liao... Then I dun find any point in me going liao, I'm not in de mood to go there just to "take care" of ppl today. Usually I might be because every1 is my friend and I would not mind.

But not today.

I know I'm being childish, and easily affected. But its just happening every single time nowaday till I really start to ask "Y AM I HERE?" I come to enjoy and tok to ppl but instead I just feel so fuking left out liao.

As expected, after a few hour. i cooled down... nt really pissed liao... but still abit emo... looking at photos of the past, everything seem so fun. we are still in quite good term, things to tok about, thing to do. But i just dun get Y after getting into NS, shits like this come out for no reason. i find it hard to talk face to face anymore, cannot find anything to tok about anymore. replys become shorter, like as if u are trying to end the conversation with me, but when u tok to others, u seem to tok forever with ease...

Link!!!!

2011-07-07T06:16:00.001-07:00

Haha just link my blog with a email, learned this from justin! Haha seem quite fun as I can update my blog anytime. But not for any1 to read of course, cos sometime I got things I wanna say but I cannot say out, so I feel better blogging it out. (But now I blogging like some1 is reading it, I guess its to remind myself of how I feel now next time)

Haiz recently quite emo for some weird reason be4 I go to slp. Althought I like hugging ppl who are very very closed to me. But sometime I wanna be hug back also.... But not by any1.... Haizzzz I know this is a pointless struggle, should I pursue wad i wan? Or just 4get it or ignore it like how other ppl do it?

Sometimes I really dunno wad I wan. Even if I know, I either hesitate or I dunno how to react to it.
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2011-06-25T10:33:00.001-07:00

I dun seem to know you anymore....
u are such a different person nowadays....
changing too much, too fast..

all i can say is, only time can tell..
i seriously dunno how long we can still be friends anymore....

2011-06-07T08:54:00.000-07:00

haha nobody every read my blog and i love it...
but sometimes i wan ppl to noticed too, but i know i will regret..
maybe not every1 just some ppl in my life to noticed it.

Well NS is coming, shaved my head!!! hair is dam short now...
lets nt talk about so far in de past, more about recently,
have been stresss out.. although i should not be.... about today, meeting my friends to shave my head.
i'm not stress about shaving but i wanna meet my friends....
ALL MY CLOSE FRIENDS!!!

but lot of shits happen, lot of thingy change
by right should be meeting my sec sch friend, but my poly friend wanna join in too..
so i took the trouble to try and organize and ask my friend if they can join us...
but basically i'm piss and disappointed about a poly friend...
cos they wanna meet also, so i plan to included them in my plan.... and i thought he will make his day free...
but then suddenly, he seem to be so bz de whole day instead....
Fuking bz, till my plan from
"THEM JOINING ME AND MY SEC SCH FRIEND TO ME AND MY FRIENDS JOINING THEM"
truth is, this pissed me off badly..... which is Y i am so stress ytd....
till the point i also just fuking regret about asking poly friend to join my sch friend and wanna just 4get about meeting them..
i always dun plan to mix my sec friend and poly friend.. and now that when i thought its ok, this kind of shits happen...

but in the end, i thought of a way to meet both side....
but 2day after the movie... its like only 10pm.. and they all are like so fuking tired liao....
my LAST DAY TO MEET THEM and it ended at 10pm.... i dun wanna go so early... but every1 does not seem to have any mood or anything....
well wad can i do.... i wanna tell them to stay with me... but i cant...
just feel that they have their life, and i have mine... i cant be so selfish to ask them to be there just cos i wanna....

in the end... like wad every1 thinks...
"Every1 is selfish, they only think about themselves"
izzit really so hard to think of others first?

2011-05-21T22:03:00.000-07:00

Well for no reason (again) i feel emo... idiotic as always..
i feel like a friend of mine is becoming more of a stranger to me now....
a friend i feel is quite close... slowly i dun really know if i know him anymore...
maybe he is always like this, i do not know.
he have been changing so much lately.... changing too much, to fast...
(to me, in a bad way)
not that i dun like changes, but its just too "unstable"
he change so fast till when i ask him the same qns in just a few days, his answer totally changed...
sometime i feel that does he really treat others (such as myself) as a real friend?
or izzit cos we are just ppl to waste time with?
till de day when we are no longer of used, we would be ignored..
well maybe its just a clash of personality, and thinking...

Seriously i dunno how long i can even maintain this friendship anymore...
i dun wanna lose such a friend, but i think i barely know this "person" anymore..

2011-05-13T09:45:00.000-07:00

haha went to phuket recently!!!!!! had dam lot of fun!!!!!
the SEA, SUNTAINNING, FOOD, COCONUT!!!!
haha plan to go back another time with the same ppl!!!!
really love de place!!!! my joy being there cannot be describe!!!!

anyway lets talk about other thingy.. 2day went out with friend!!! eat lunch, dinner, chit chating!!!!
but there is 1 thingy 1 of my friend mention... which i actually hear be4... but its been bothering me... not that itsmy problem... but make me start thinking..
cos he mention that a guys should not be depress or emo about a relationship at all...
but i dun think he is right... he is partly right in a way that u should not keep on being depressing (emoing) over a relationship at all.. and u should just fuk care and pretend nothing happen...

but i think u can emo or be depress over it.. just not too often or not too much...
cos if u totally dun care.. it just make it look like... well... u dun care about her...
and u are not truly loving some1 else... but just to stay in a comfort zone...
and a relationship is about the good and bad... so bad shit happen.. u should not just fuk care about it like nothing happen...
"I" feel that its not a healthy way to think like this all de time..

anyway its not my problem la.... and i dun really think i should voice this out.... cos after all i dun think he will think about it... not that he is a asshole or wadever... just tat he feel this is the right way...

haiz ok gonna bath and slp le!!! nite world!!! nite "dead blog"

2011-05-05T05:21:00.000-07:00

My temper is getting worst lately... Srry to any1 which i may have offended
anyway 2day went out to have lunch with friends....
then after that we went to little india to look for my stupid phone..
and then sim lim to look for something else..
but my temper quite bad lately.. dunno y some small action will irritate me de..
HAIZZZZZ...
anyway going thailand soon.. and cos of this i kind of piss some1 off when discussing about it....
really my bad.. should not be thinking about it so much.. i should just relex and enjoy right?!?!?
haha anyway felt quite bad...

2011-05-03T19:33:00.000-07:00

ok i know i am bloogin very often suddenly.. but anyway every1 know my blog is dead, and nobody will be reading anything anyway.. hahaha
so just cannot get this feeling off.... sometime..... ok.. eveytime i feel so small... so tiny...
like wad happen ytd... when 1 of my friend like dun wanna cut hair thingy... (lets nt talk about it)
i guess i feel sort of unhappy about it.. like WTF u rather choose your hair then your friends la (and u told me that u should nt let unhappy things stop your social life)...
feel like scolding him... but then i stop.... firstly, i'm just a friend and i am nt even your best friend
cos as usual.... i feel that i am JUST a friend... who the fuck care about wad i think.... i can be replaced... i am not important in any ways....
i know sometime i look like i dun care a fuck.. but its just that i dun think i am in the right place to even be influential..
As a friend, sometime i should care about that and etc etc but proberly after wad happen in poly with some of my "friends" that i learn the hard way.. different ppl hve different thinking... who are u to care about anything..

anyway i should stop emoing.. i only got 1 month of freedom and who knows still gt time for me after i go NS? beside, i should not stop him for having fun... since he can still cut late.. then Y not? its a better option anyway haha...

2011-05-03T09:04:00.001-07:00

haiz.. i feel sooooo bored... gaining back my normal life...
every1 is bz.. and 1 month to NS... want to spend my time enjoying...
but there is always problems...

firstly is my family.. my dad is nt happy i keep going out le... he say 2 me 2day asking y u cannot help out izzit? but nobody told me anything lo.. how i know u all have some thingy need help out tmr? anyway if i dun go out enojoy now? then when? after i go NS? or after i come out and work my ass off?

Secondly, is myself. just being the anti-social me again, always nothing to talk about..... cos come of my friend are clubbers, and i have decided to stop clubbing (well sometime will go depending on the situation)... but i realized we always talk about clubber etc etc... like i no longer have anything to talk to them about.. i feel i am boring them..

Third is also somewad part of 2nd... is there is no1 specific to waste my time with.. no GF or wad so ever.... then i go out with friend... scare i bored them to death... every1 is bz with sch... or are having their own fun...

haiz.... i seriously hate my life sometime...

btw enough emoing nw.... 2day was quite nice!!! SUN TANNING!!!! haha i like it!!! always know i like it!!! but dun dare when alot of ppl around.. cos too skinny... some1 told me sun tanning will make u release a hormo which make u happy!!!! when i sun tan, i feel happy, i wanna just spend everyday like this.. so happy tat i dun care about anything anymore and just stop thinking...

2011-04-30T06:09:00.000-07:00

Hmm well feeling way better nw... although i sometime still like the past... but i have to move on..
well actually past few days was kind of hell for my mind... being fuking emo.. almost insane...
because of a problem.... i cannot take it... was really really baddd for me...
but actually i already have de answer.. just that.. i need to personally hear from some1.....
well now its back to my boring life... with no1 to waste my time with... everyday need find ppl go out with...
now i am just worried about my friends...... ppl who i care for....
how are they?
i dun really know... but sometime, as just a friend.. i feel powerless.. then i ask myself "who the fuk are u to tell them wad they should be doing?"
so i am very scared to say anything.....

and there is something on my mind... which is fuking weird.....
and at first is i dun wan... but now that i think about it.. its actually not so bad la... but i dun dare to voice out anything... because it i am rejected.. IT WILL BE FUKING WEIRD...

2011-04-26T20:25:00.000-07:00

To those ppl who might have read this post, dun tell me u read them, dun ask me wad happen...
lots of things happen recently.... was happy, was sad, was confused, was stress...
well all i can say is the fun has lasted... and there is nothing i can do anymore...
i know there is a huge risk, but i dare to risk it... because i think that if u dun risk, u will never gain anything from it...
i know u are not prepare for it, i know u dun wanna risk it, and i never expect u to risk anything...
now a part of me regret making the first move to talk things out... but a part of me think that it was never ment to be.
sad as i may be, i will still have to live my life... i can numb myself, i can hide my feeling... time heal all wounds right?

2010-07-01T03:15:00.000-07:00

haiz..... so depress lately....
everything just seem so depression..
its like we are no longer friends... he dun talk 2 me, i dun talk 2 him
we got nothing to talk about anymore...
but atleast he still got some1 he can talk to i guess..
he dun even ask me to accompany him or anything anymore
i feel used... like a stepping stone to him
and now i have no use to him anymore
i mean sometime we still talk out heart out..
but it just seem only when we are alone...
as if a part-time friend....
or an unwanted add-on... something which wonderful as a add-on to the product
something u wont mind having at the start, but just nt the real reason wan it.
but after trying to use it for too long, it just seem to troublesome i guess...
i got no 1 to talk to.... every1 have their "base" and i dun have any base..
it just seem so insecure... i hate this...
y izzit it seem so hard to make best friend in poly life....
back in pri and sec sch.. it so easy... but after every1 grad and are bz with their own life
u just start losing bestfriends.....
but luckly i still got margaret, some1 who really understand me and would be there 4 me..
Thx margaret

2010-04-23T21:20:00.000-07:00

haha surprise i update my blog after so long?
well i guess i am bored... (as usual) so i just update 1 more time.
but know this.. wadever i post here, i dun really wanna talk about them in real life at the moment.
well unless u are this 3 person => margaret, claudius or wei xian.
or u can try asking... but i might nt wanna tell u

Well... alot of thing is messing up with me nowdays...
there is shane from ytd, piss me off 4 nth, and when i was just trying 2 be nice and help
wad? u think i care u hate me? i dun fuking give a dam lor.
if u are aleast y friend, yea it might do some damage, but who the fuk are u?

then there is me, rencently... i just being so attach 2 ppl that i am nt very close with...
that is so unlike me... i normally dun really care that much.. even 4 ppl under "friends"
unless u are in "good friend", "great friend" or "best friend"
y am i caring so much? y am i troubling myself so much?
fuk this.... i dun like it.....

Then next is me again,rencently i just wanna be alone when i go out...
its nt that i dun wan 2 talk 2 ppl, but i just wanna listen 2 my songs.... etc etc....
but i also know i will think... ALOT when i am alone.. about everything..
about my problems... then i will think negativly...

Lastly, i suspect my best friend is lying 2 me...
firstly i dun really wanna help him, as it is against my will, but he is 1 of my best friend.
and i feel the need 2 help.. so did..
but i heard from some stranger, that he is lying... then i feel fuking piss again..
althought i know i should truth my bestfriend.
but it is something against my will already, so i feelit might be true...........

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Feel So Fuk Up Right Now

2009-10-12T08:16:00.000-07:00

OKAY OKAY OKAY!!! i v long long long never update le..
keep saying wan update then lazy lazy lazy!! haha
so alot of stuff have happen... but dunno if i can remember them all or nt

First thing on my mind!!!
haha Wei Xian's bday!!! oct 3th!!
haha but on 2th oct when 2 jurong point with JR and Alex..
something happen but dun feel right 2 say it out..
we went there cos alex and JR wanna shop 4 bag!! then go early 2 look around!
haha then after tat alex bought a bag lar!! and JR went 2 work!
then keep shopping wiht alex till claudius apper!!
haha he ate at the hawker center aat JP but dam expensive lor..
haha then we deicided 2 go westmall look for cake!
actually wan but a ultraman de birthday cake 4 wei xian but cannot find.. some more 2 later order.
then we bought a black forest cake instead!.
Then on 3th oct meet up with claudius during afternoon at westmall 2 collect cake.. but be4 tat we walk walk around lar.. his friends all around westmall de.. famous guy.. haha
then we at dunno wad time finally reach wei xian house!
ALOT of ppl lor... all celebrating mookcake fes also... haha then sang birthday song 2 him..
after tat we all go his room play PS3 C them play wresting LOL super funny..
then we bored.. chat and then they all like tired le.. some slp le.. but i lazy slp so i play till morning!!
haha i mean AFTERNOON!! LOL then we all go eat at WM again.. but wei xian booking soon after tat.. haha fun day lar.. miss them leh.. so long C them 1 time nia.

Next is IPOD TOUCH!!!!!
haha got my pay after 7th le!! waa super happy! so went 2 orchard with claudius in the morning!!
we go C ipod touch how much... and guess wad!! the price drop $308!!! waa i must buy!!
since my MP3 spoil le.. dunno y..
but currently waitning 4 claudius cos he also wan buy then wait 4 him lor..
CLAUDIUS FASTER SAVE MONEY!!!
haha then waaa cheapper leh.. temped 2 buy lor... claudius..
then we go look around first C if maybe other shop got cheaper de..
then we found a nice looking protective cover including screen protecter..
waa even more temped!! but after tat claudius went 2 work!!
haha then i go home slp a few hr be4 meeting Sec sch friends at JP 2 watch "Gammer" i think it is spelled this way... haha the show is nt bad lar.. quite bloody and margaret say she will never watch another M18 show le!! haha

Next is watching The Ugly Truth with Sec Sch friends!!
haha cos maragret wanna watch de!!
overall i can give 5/5 stars lar!! i think v nice... a bit dirty lar... but some parts super funny!!!!
haha then after tat we all went home lar

Next is Ytd which is 11th oct!! haha went home after work... TIRED...
when i reach home then alex msg wanna eat supper?
then i waaa siao so late liao... then just eaten.. full leh.. lazy..
but i think 4 a while lar... stay at home play com.. or go out chat..
haiz friends are more important then some stupid games anyway..
so i went out at 11+ 2 meet alex and KJ at BB mac!! haha they eat and we all chat!!
haha then we bored... and walk walk around.. then after i hungry.. LOL went 2 eat prata beside the mac.. then chat chat chat till around 1 or 2 bah.. be4 we all go home.. walked home... anyway 2 me is still counted as near lar.. haha go home then use com a bit be4 slpping!!

currently my plan 4 this week is thursday go eat ku-shi-bo with my working friend!! waa although 50+ bah.. but once lar.. look super nice..
Then on friday go brian house stay-over with poly friends!! haha
then on sat go home... but i got Sec Sch BBQ on sat leh.. heard it is cancle.. but dunno if it is really cancle or nt!!! anyway will go if have.. a few days be4 sch open mah!! go enjoy!

2009-08-20T00:43:00.000-07:00

OKAY OKAY!!! blogger is having problem again
2 lazy 2 update me blog again!!!
me lazy...lazy me... WTF

on 16th aug!!! went 2 suntec with margaret to visit the comic, anime an toy fair
dunno if i got the correct name or the fair or nt..
haha had a really gd time!!! saw ppl cos-play
saw alot of figure!!
mar and i each bought a mystery bah!! for $18
although is kind of expensive..
but we thought is fun lar.. and quite worth it..
well if i bought all the figure inside the mystery bag... confirm more then $25 bah
haha sadly y everything i gt is pinkish de!! like WTF lor.
can't seem 2 upload the photo cos of bloggers problem... maybe next time bah
but this Adidas 1 de which is a pinkish red.. got 2 horn..
reminded me of HZ so decided 2 give it 2 him on 17th aug!!
since he so nice going for the steamboat lar when he dunno almos every1..
haha tat day was very excited about the coming steamboat..

on 17th Aug!!!
yay steamboat here i come!!!
but be4 tat.. meet up with jian wei, eileen, li ting, brian, yuliana, terence and christ at cine!!!
then we went 2 watch the movie called "Orphan"
haha the show is very bloody!!! and storyline is nt bad...
but quite boring.... my rating.. 2/5 star bah..
nt ghost de!! about this mad "girl"LOL
then after we watched we went to take neo-print haha pic uploading in facebok!!
Meet up with MC at cine, be4 traveling 2 novena!!
when go there!! although we already late by like 10min..
nobody was there....
then king, jia cheng, lan li, bao, and surya reach soon after...
Hz just finish work, late, MH just woke up when i call him, late, wee hong, at dover i guess, late..
well nvm bah..
then during steamboat, i guess i did nt eat much.. dunno y...
haha we chit chat 4 a while after eating!!
then we all walk 2 near some drinking place... and chat there.
although then group was split into 3... i guess there is no helping lar..
after tat hz, brian, eileen and me gotten a cab home first!! cos we all live near each other..
Overall of tat day is kind of disappointing.. like !@#!@$!@$#!@
haiz.. maybe is because of my mood these few days.

recently i guess my mood is kind of bad...
feeling kind of down... i guess.. easily piss by some action bah..
But does nt every time i dun talk means i Angy lar..
If u know me long enough, u know is i feel bored... or just lose my mood.. then i just dun laught...

2009-08-05T02:21:00.000-07:00

Selfishness
characterized by or manifesting concern or care only for oneself: selfish motives.
Selfishness is in every1's heart, only the amount of selfishness shows who and what your are.
Because of your selfishness, u choose 2 close yourself up in your world.
Thus forgetting peoples that love you, Forsaken and forgotten.
you choose to believe only and only yourself.
Selfishness
Death cannot help you, only yourself...
u choose to relive yourself off the agony created by your mind.
thus putting your love ones in pain.
Selfishness
You chosen both side because you are selfish.

Forgiveness
act of forgiving; state of being forgiven.
Whats over is over, whats done is done.
nothing can change what have happen, nothing can be done.
What is left is wad you remember, and not what should be done.
forgive each other, for everything is already done.
do not hold on to the past, but focus on the future.
for you cannot change what have happen, but you can change what you become.

Forget
to cease or omit to think of something.
Some things are better left forsaken and forgotten.
A journey is not about when u reach, but the process.
Things have happen, thing are done.
Forget only the sadness but never the fun.
You can forget everything but, learn your lesson.
For next time you come out, stronger and better.
Forgive and Forget.

Life is simple... dun make it so hard

2009-07-31T22:16:00.000-07:00

LLLLAAAAAZZZZZYYYYY!!!
dun feel like updating my blog these few days.
but still update anyway...
FUCK!! blogger is having so much bugs right nw..
hmmm first is about this little bird.
my mom's friend found in during work, this little bird fell down its nest and was chipping for its mother.
my mom saw it ans bought it home, cos cat was around i think..
these are his picture

i still remember my mom telling me 2 call it "bai bai" mean white white.
maybe she know i have been naming her birds.. LOL
But it die soon dunno because of wad reason... poor little creature....
but ytd my mom found another 1... same look but younger, smaller.
my mom decided to call it "xiao mao chu" meaning small furry ball! haha so cute lor..
still a little baby.. does nt know how 2 stand yet... maybe next time i upload its pic also..

Next is about poly 50 i guess... during the actual day.. our group member were waiting for ming hui, cos need register by 2 but 230 he still nt here yet..
wads worst is his hp no battery (we thought he off his phone) and we kind of panic, thinking he PS us.. LOL srry ming hui!!! does nt mean 2 doubt u!
First time C wee hong piss off....
duno why i have a habbit of wanting 2 C ppl piss off!
he finally came at 3!! lol then we went 2 the poly 50 place..
WTF so dam crowded lor.. then when finally start we ran like mad.. LOL
but that day my head pain is nt tat bad and i survive the 50 rounds.. LOL
hmmm in the race... i hated station 3 the most, so much ppl, cannot tell it my teams mate is comming or nt lor!! WTF
until abotu 6+ we finally finish the race..
sadly we got position 40.. but i can explain.
by right we should get 20+ de, cos 1 of our member did nt change the card when running throught the station and we ran 51 rounds.... WTF lor.. become poly 51 le!!
but nvm... we did way way way better then we expected!!! out orginal plan was as long as 2 digi can le!! out of the 100+
CLS got place 4th, 11th, and 18 i guess!!1 veyr fast le hor!!!
GO CLS!!!!! GO CLS!!!!!!

Next is about ytd!!! CLASS OUTING!!!
haha after sch by right we are suppose 2 meet eat at PS's swensen de!!
but no space as ash go eariler and say there is no space anymore.
so we decided to go 2 Marina Square de.
there was a 1 for 1 event at swensen, so 2 dish for the price of 1!!! (paying the higher 1 of course) haha ash, me darwin, RA, ain and shak went first!!
be4 the others came we order le!!! dam hungry haha
but as some of the food came out, the rest arrier
ball-less's shane came first!! luckly nt sit beside me!!
then su-su, nas, fira, ming hui and yuli came!!
we all ate and ate!! haha
i hate dam lor... a midium-well siron steak, follow by a beef lag!!!
omg dam nice!!!!
haha but i did nt eat ice-cream, does nt really like ice-cream
haha then we all go 2 bugis!!!
but bao ren dun like bugis so darwin, bao ren, ming hui and i went 2 suntech city!!
Darwin bought a chain 2 hang his ring which is 2 big 2 wear, and also 1 for his kiwi!
haha we went 2 play arcard!!! and have alot of fun!! bao ren was gd in the army shooting game!! LOL max rank le!!
After tat we walk back 2 MRT station. darwin and bao ren go hm first.
cos ming hui and i kin of hungry again!!! dunno how we eat so much!
we went 2 burger king at raffles city! and chat until 10.
then we waited for ming hui's mom 2 come and fetch him.... chat again until 1030 i guesss
then i finally went hm... haha guess i was in good mood the whole day!! pic should be uploaded in face book i think!!

2009-07-04T00:35:00.000-07:00

Totally never update 4 v long..
kkz here is the update!!!
during my sch holiday!!!! (aka study week)
dam sian... cos in 3 week.. need got 3 formal report, 3 case study, 2 normal reports Qns and also need 2 study for MST!!!!
bad holiday!!!!
atleast manage 2 play a while
went 2 Sinagpore Flyer for the first time... but kind of boring..
went with darwin, yui and li ting!!!
take some photo.. if u wan C go facebook C!
other then tat is go sch and study!!! and do report!!
on the last few days then finish my reports!! formal report only
then still got case study!!!!!! haiz MST!!!!!
MST is still okay okay bah, everyday slp late 2 study!
some is easily and some is like WTF lor..
haiz.. gladly MST is over... but every1 seems 2 be sad these days,
Claudius is having high fever, Zeck's very close friend just pass away due to some incident...
I am bored.. but still need 2 do case study for ENV.. like is just so !@#$

2009-06-13T06:46:00.000-07:00

OKAY OKAY i super lazy these few days..
feeling emo.........
Ytd (12 june) EKA Bday!!!!
WISH U HAPPY BDAY!!!!
but never go find him lar.. lol
tat day morning woke up and went 2 darwin house there for a haircut
haha then meet darwin 2 go and celebrate tasmin bday!
meet them at marine square!!! hahah
went 2 KBOX(omg omg omg)
sian cos i dun sing lar... and when i do.. like no voice...
so i watch ppl sing... haha dam funny!!!
but tasmine always have the thinking i am bored lar..
i think cos my face always like tat de lar.. nt tat i fell bored..haha
after we KBOX till 7, we went 2 eat at new york new york at city link!
haha i ate pasta and half roasted chicken!!
have alot of fun!!! then we all toke train home!
haha talk about alot of stuff... and for some werid reason i got a nick name...
"rabbit boy" or "carrot boy" LOL
cos they saw me eating carrot in lecture.. lame....

haha then 2day is my dad's bday!!!!
just went 4 a very nice dinner below our house!!!
my sis got my dad a red colour shirt!!
and now wanna go do formal report liao... SIAN
cos of all the sch work.. cannot go tori Q work...
kkz i wan rush my report!! update next time!

2009-06-04T08:28:00.000-07:00

WAAAAAAAAAA dam long never update le!!!
haha wait trying 2 remember wad happen in the past few days.
ermmm kkz last sunday went 2 zeck's house 2 help him make clay starfishes!!! for charity de!
margaret and i went 2 help. Jason was also there!!
actually i feel like i did nt help much lor.. haiz...
but he cooked dinner 4 us!!
waa LOVE wad he cook everytime!! very very tasy!!!
BROWN RICE!!!! nice nice nice pumkin paste!!! NICE NICE NICE!

then on 2 june went 2 poly 50 training!
haha feel gd!! cos this time they ran 40 rounds, and i can complete it!!
last time i only did 20+ and i like dead liao!! MUHAHAHA

wed AKA 3june went back 2 sch 2 help out O'level art!
saw Mr ho! he finally went back 2 YI 2 teach le!!
after tat Mrs M, Miss Tan, Miss sandy wong, Miss teh, Miss teh's BF margaret and i went 2 bukit timah there 2 eat!!
Mr ho meet his GF after sch so never eat with us
haha nice chatting time!!

Thur !!! 2day lor.. skiped a lesson... with jia cheng 2 go buy levi's jean..
since i toally dun understand wad the fuk the teacher talking about..
better go for tutorial(which is another teacher) or study on my own.
2day also never go poly 50 training cos Darwin 4got 2 bring shoe.... FUK!!!!
and Ming hui pon whole day class... LOL
since nobody go then i dun go lor... but i will train during holiday!

2009-05-21T07:02:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kkz firstly srry for nt updating these few days.. lazy...
last sat on 16th i was working from 1-8...
after 8 i rush down to upper bukit timah for bao ren's bday bbq
although the actual day is on 19th he celebrate eariler at his GF's condo
After tat some of us wan ton outside lar..
so got. Eileen, Li ting, Jia Cheng, Darwin, Ming hui, Mc, Terence, Wee hong and i ton!!!
we decided to ton at terence house which is at IMM there lar..
haha starting we card game.. then truth or dare...
but after tat like really nth 2 do le.. bored..
so we went down stairs to play ice and freeze.
JC and terence never go down.. cos terence dun have the woden door key.. cannot go..
then JC wanna slp..
haha after we played awhile wee hong ask us join poly 50 cos they need ppl..
so darwin ming hui and i decided 2 try try lor..
first training only 25 round and is on tue.... is still okay lar...
nobody down on tat day..
then 2day is 30 round nia.. i first guy 2 down this year lor..
SIAN!!! DAMMIT!!!! WTH!!!!
i agree with ming hui! i dun like feeling week!!!
i super nt happy nw.. i decided 2 start running almost everyday is possible!!
always get head pain.. so i think i dun have enought blood lor...
haiz nvm i shall RUN!!!!!! haha kkz lar later playing moo moo with poly friends i think!!

2009-05-03T08:06:00.000-07:00

HAIZ..........
y izzit every year i get 2 C some weirdo on the train standing right in front of me talking 2 himself...
Last year was some weirdo who talk like as if i burn down his house and kill his family..
luckly i was listenly 2 my hp, so i pretend i did not hear anything...
and he get off de train at gombak also lor!!
2day was when i was going 2 work...
This time is listening 2 my MP3.
and tat guy is wearing form former wear lor..
i thought he is normal.. then he starting talking facing me...
i thought he talking on phone..
but i noticed no earphone, or any blue tooth device on his ear lor..
haiz... happen every once in a year...
then i stop at jurong point and tat guy continue talking de train toward joo khon...
work was okay 2day... but only got 4 ppl at nite..
so i need washes plate, clean rice machine and also wipe showcase..

2009-04-30T06:16:00.000-07:00

haha 2day is thur!!!!!
sian got a 5 hr lecture.. but i only go for de first 3 hr...
so i skip de last lecture!!! YAY
haha use de time go cut hair at near darwin's house...
no new hairstyle lar.. only cut thinner only lar..
still like my currently hairstyle..
But darwin say i look more like Brian lor..
de guys whose bday same with me.. haiz..
haha srry my laptop webcam nt tat gd.. maybe next time go out then let u C bah!!
MUHAHAH
tmr friday's plan is g window shopping with JC, Eileen and also Li Ting!!!
haha but i no money le. NEED PAY FAST!!

2009-04-28T09:12:00.000-07:00

2day at sch was normal!!!!
but after sch Eileen, hui qing, JC and i went 2 JP 2 watch hamdsome suit!!
Cos Jc got 2 extra ticket for Golden Village!!
but de 2 free ticket given 2 Jc and Eileen cos they both watch it be4..
haha de show was dam funny 2 me lar.. laugh alot 2day!!
After de show.. Eileen and hui qing went home first.. cos about 9+ le..
then Jc and i stay at JP 2 find some small stuff 2 eat!!
so we eat sushi!!!! MUHAHAHA nt bad!!!

anyway i decided better 2 work on weekend only bah.. more time 2 study after sch!!
Need work harder this year!!!!
hope won't cos any trouble 2 my working friends.
PAY FASTER COME!!!!

2009-04-25T08:32:00.000-07:00

haha 2day is sat!!!!!!!
happy day for me!!!! MUHAHAHA
moring meet margaret eat breakfast first..
be4 going 2 sch help Mrs M prepare de place for de hosting of "Old bird sharing!!"
haha is a section where Ex-Yi Student go back share about poly and art sch Life lar..
then sent de who moring playing around, help around!! haha
then later we all go eat food cos hungry!!!
after Mrs M drive me 2 JP cos she also going there do something
cos got other ppl tag alone... so Mar, Jx and eka need take bus there
Started work at 3 2day!!! then mar, Jx and Eka reach later and i sent my 10min break with them.. LOL de break felt so short!!!
then they left soon afterwards....
haha later around 8 Wei xian and Reen came over!!!
omg surprised!!!!!
haha never expect him come find me... anyway he fetching his lao po lar..
haha he refuse 2 let me treat him lor...
haiz... Reen!!! next time i treat u 2!!! must let me treat hor!!! tell him i need 2 treat him and u!
haha later they 2 go off le!!
then i went home afterwork.. Tired..

2009-04-23T08:13:00.001-07:00

kkz sch is till pretty much ok!!! 2day spending 5 hr in lecture hall..
waa sit until sian lor.. WTH lar...
bored like mad.. wan slp cannot slp...
haha then 2day noticed a guy in my class same bday as me...
just tat i am a year older.. omg....
then the rest say we look alike!!! WTF!!! no lor!!!
haha 2day class end at 6pm, went eat with jia cheng yulina and 2 more ppl.
then after tat went CK Tangs find Claudius!!!
2day his first day work lar....
one of my "dun mind dlying for friends" so i waited for him 2 get off work!
waa i C him wash plate i also scare he break it lor!!!
haha then after tat we took bus hm!! he walk me halfway 2 MRT station then i took train hm!!
tired... haiz... tmr still need sch 8-12 then work 2-L lor..

2009-04-20T09:19:00.000-07:00

OMG sch started!!!!!!
haha 2day is de first day of sch as a 2nd year!!!!!
haha class nw very big liao.. last time 18 ppl nia
now got 24!!! waa increase alot...
sadded first sem lost hong zong....
2nd sem lost hui qing and panda!!!!
haiz.. but still got contact lar!
now in DCP/2A/05!!!
gt 9 new classmate from DCP/1B/04 last sem!!!
they are Ong Hui Xian, Bai MingHui, Lim Hui Song, Tan Bao Ren, Goh Jian Wei, Loh Yong Wen Brian, Goh Yi Ling Eileen, Tan swee Kee and also Yuliana!!!
LOL got their name from attendent!!
only remember some ppl's face but still trying lar.. LOL
so 2day first 6 hr is wasted cos practical then brifing nia..
then after tat got lecture, but teach a tiny bit nia...
After sch shane act childish again asking for tat $10 and even complain 2 Audrey Chen(our last sem lec in charge)!!
WTF so childish lor him...
dun care liao... then go over Ah wei house!!!
COS 2DAY HIS BDAY!!! in a few days time he going tailand for ?NS training liao.. sadded
haha but play alot 2day!!!
hope tmr is a fun day with my new HOODIE!!!

2009-04-16T10:07:00.000-07:00

lol long long never post le.. hahaha
14th april
when sch help miss Audrey Chen teach first year student how 2 use some computer problem!!!!
JC and hui qing also there!!
haha jc like stalker!!! he know 2 of de student lor!!!! but they dunno him!!! OMG
haha then later meet up with JR and we all go orchard shopping!!!
haha went 2 HMV, wisma, far east and cineleisure!!!
finally decided 2 buy my dream hoodie!!!! omg omg omg!!! but nt confirm yet!!!
hahaha then after tat we go eat food!!!! and jr finally bought a bag!!! hahaha

15th april
2day suppose 2 meet margaret and alex in jurong point 2 watch knowing and also buy present for karen(Mrs M).
But margaret still sick so cannot go... haiz... then left me and alex, we decided 2 still watching de movei called knowing... but actually i dun think very nice.. rate it 1.5/5 stars
hmmm then we went 2 find JR who is working at 5pm!!!!
haha eat some yaki-tori be4 buying de present for Karen
de present is a 950 piece puzzle and de frame!!!
then alex and i decided 2 go over KJ house play!!! hahaha
alot ppl waiting for train so alex and i take de train 2 joo khon then back!
on boon lay... saw a farmilar face board de train..
look look look.... OMG is reen, wei xian's GF!!!
lol she was with her friend... starting nt confirm until her friend talking about her BF in NS then i confirm le!! LOL
we play at KJ house until 12 i think be4 going hm..
read ppl blog, and noticed reen working in JP also.. LOL

16th april
2day is Karen's bday
2day suppose 2 meet 1.45pm at westmall 2 eat lunch first
margaret 1pm then finish sch, eka and vic need 2 go sch first.
then left me alex and JR meet first..
WTH suppose 2 meet 1.45, then jr reach at 2.30+ WTH lar.. so dam long..
anyway i DUN CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!
the ppl who went is Ahmad, JX, Eka, Vic, Barny, Mar, Alex, Jr, Wei Jin, and i
hahaha then all meet up in sch sing and ate cake tat we bought at WM at de canteen!!
haha had fun.. went 2 staff room chat long time!!!
then JX had 2 go back camp at NP, Jr got fencing, and wei jin dunno go where.
so Eka, Barny, Alex Mar and i went 2 westmall watch "17 again"
hmm nt bad some part very funny, rate it 4/5 stars
haha then after tat eat dinner!!!
Vic msg Eka wan bowling or nt... then we all went bowling, but mar, alex and i watch they play only nia.... later no face cos we noobs.. LOL
haha had a fun day... update next time bah!! MUHAHAHA
SCH STARTING SOON!!

2009-04-08T08:25:00.000-07:00

haha a few days ago i went over margaret house 2 paint a banner for miss tan as a 2nd bday gift!!
haha de painting is very fun... we even make some splash paint effect and also got make a hand print with colours!!!
haha very fun!!!
then 2day morning went shopping with jun xiong and eka at Bugis newly open mall called iluma i think.
then until 4 we went 2 meet margaret after her sch then go eat beancurd!!! very sweet and nice!
LOL then we go shoping a while and then go over Jurong Point.
There we meet Barny, Vic , Alex, Kj, Jr, and of course Miss Tan(Chui Chui LOL!)
haha we went 2 eat at dian xiao er!!
i think nt bad lar.. de roast duck nice!
haha then Vic, Eka, Jun xiong adn barny have 2 go over sebawang over 2 help vic's newly open shop!
then miss tan and margaret went hm as they got works 2 do.
then Jr, alex, kj and i went shopping!
finally bought a backpack!!! then after tat went home talking about DOTA!!
LOL!!!
haha sian next weej got 4 days cannot work..

2009-03-30T10:01:00.000-07:00

past few day always same lar.. work work work..
2day is different!!!
i went 2 NP 2 do something a while... saw jun xiong working with de stock-taking at NP's shop.
but dun care... LOL
after tat i was bored.. so i went 2 alex house.. and later at nite have de urge 2 eat BBQ stingray!!!
so ask ppl 2 eat supper with me!!!!
Adam nt free(1.5K essay), KJ nt hm for de next few day, JR working....
in de end got Barnabus, jun xiong, Margaret, Alex and i went 2 eat near barnabus and mar's house.
haha ate BBQ stingray, scallop, hot plate beancurds and etc.
after we ate supper we chat about de past, about people....
haha nice day!!! or izzit nice nite!!!! LOL
anyway thx for de people who accopany me go eat supper!!!
haha had a great time! and tme working and helping zeck!!! tired wanna slp le!
NITE!

2009-03-23T09:04:00.000-07:00

21th march
went meet KJ, Alex and JR on jurong east MRT
then go lido eat subway and meet up with Margaret and Mark!
we went 2 watch hotel for dogs!!
i rate it 4/5 stars
de movie is promotion de, Margaret's aunty bought it on9 for $5 only!
haha then we go watch lor.
Jr was nt in de plan ordinary so he did nt get a ticket.
but JR go there ask lar... but still cannot get de ticket. haiz....

22th March
2day stay at home for some time, until about 3 bah or izzit 2?
decided 2 go my cousin house, Ah wei have 2 go back army camp at 9+pm.
but i still stay over at their house and play DS and chat with ah kang!!!

23th March
2day suppose 2 woke up at 6am de, cos ah kang need go work, then at de same time i go hm prepare go meet margaret and go sch!
then woke up at 10am and ask him y never go work, then he say 2day lazy work.. LOL
hahaha kkz nvm then go eat breakfest with ah kang be4 going home
When reach hm. toke a bath then go out le.
spend 6min wait for train, 1 stop and reach BB.
recieve a msg say can go collect psp le!!! HAPPY!!! FINALLY!!
then reliase tat never bring memory card and other stuff...
spend another 6 min wait for train go back gombak.
take stuff le.. then go take train!! luckly nt another 6min.
but when go take 61 2 NP reliase little ppl cos bus just go off...
WTH need wait anoter like 15min for bus!
then reach gombak and FINALLY got back my psp!! *kiss*.
Margaret call me and say Mrs M nt in sch then Miss Tan nt need help..
haiz plan die le.. but we go westmall watch Legend of Chun Li!!
nt as go as i expected.. rate it 2.5/5 stars
then eat burger king at westmall and go find Margaret's sis at JP and meet JR!
Mar and her sis bought some stuff then go hm le.
i waited for JR 2 off from work and accopany him go eat dinner then we go hm!

2009-03-17T09:53:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
2day working and now just saw my result on email!!!!
haiz.. my GPA this sem is better then last sem,
but nt gd enough lei!!!
This sem is 2.126 and last is 2.
Cumulative GPA is 2.083 nia.
okay this is my result

Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade
---------------------------------
MS501A - 2 - B
MS2524 - 2 - DIST
SP0202 - 2 - B
LC0203 - 2 - C
CP5035 - 4 - C
MS2126 - 5 - C+
CP4006 - 5 - D+
CP6002 - 4 - D+

haiz.. NT GD ENOUGH!!!!
anyway emo-ing will never help.

okay my shopping list 2 remind me!!
-Cardigan
(Mar got place 2 offer)
-Hood Jacket!
(got a $50 1 from freshbox and my dream jacket is $100 after discount from Espirt)
-New shoe
(cos my black show is high cut de and dun dare wear with bermudas.. then white de easy dirty)
-Fixes my PSP
(FUKING IRRITATED WITH WAD HAPPEN!)
-New mouse
(YTD is still ok then this morning spoil WTH, so fast spoil lor)
-New Backpack
(last time from backpack switch 2 sling bag, now i wan a backpack back! who got offer? nice design tat is nt common and cheap!!)
-New Phone!!
(Dream phone now is W980 from sony ericsson!!! but plan finish dec lor.. without plan is $298 with plan is only $98)

2009-03-15T08:00:00.000-07:00

2day is another funny day!!!!
morning is okay!!!! played dota in de morning!!!
hmm lame lor.. i so noob then they wan me solo mid lane!!!
luckly never feed much then can kill!!! haha in de end got win!!
rank 3.. lol kkz here nt weird part.
Then about 2+ i felt tired lor.. then toke a nap.. cos later working
then around 3 plus got thunder storm!!!!
waa dam lot of thunder and all sound so loud lor..
finally at 3pm think got 1 thunder strike my HDB flat..
Kena blackout lor... and then i woke up....
Next a crashing sound... outside my house... a flower pot broke lor...
waaa the rain and wind is so strong!!!!
but nvm i "turn-on" de fuse box 2 get back de electricity first..
then try 2 make de plant stand so dun block de path.
When i going out.. de rain stop.. luckly if nt confirm kena blow away by de wind LOL.
Then went i reach there.. on de way 2 toilet, got 3 ppl from fairprice (1 guys 2 girl) holding a lady..
1 of de fairprice person say go inside now! or we will call de police.
Then de lady being hold say "WAIT WAIT nvm i return u"
Then another fairprice lady "Aiyo, dun worry we won't call police de, only wan ask u ???(cannot hear)"
So i think de lady try 2 steal something and kena caught lar..
then i go work and finish at 10!!!!
lol nth much le!! smell like yakitori nw.. wan go bath le NITE!

2009-03-13T06:53:00.000-07:00

2day was friday de thirteen....
a bloody cursed day... i dun believe it until 2day.
ytd i was happy i finally got a 8gb memory card which cost $48.
happy 2 finally be able play my psp again.
but when hm and found out de thing below my control is nt functioning well, and my UMD is missing...
then wan go fixed 2day.
but thought 2day is going 2 be a great day...
my original plan is 2 go find wei xian and sent him 2 NS, then go ice skating with poly classmates, then go fixed my psp and get back my stolen UMD from the "black shop".
But in de end did nt sent my friend, cos claudius say can only bring 4 ppl, his family and GF lar. so we did nt go.
then i need go ice skating, ice skating wad very fun!! but leg pain after skating for 2 hr.
then every1 went off after skating, and jia cheng and hui qing follow me 2 jurong east fized my psp.
but be4 going 2 jurong east, we went 2 drink coffee and i spill coffee over my pants!!!
NOOOOOOOO!!!! =.=
when there 2 find de shop my parent toke my psp 2 fixed and ask about my UMD.
The shop dun look like they can fixed PSP de lor.. they are like 2nd hand shop lor.. cos they sell 2nd hand cards, psp, games lor.. i dun think they know how 2 fixed lor.
The shop keeper still dare 2 walk back calmily and say "this 1 arh?"
WTH u toke my UMD and now act like if i dun go back take is his de liao.
FINE!! then i ask about my psp's current problem and he say need replace the thing about $50+.
then i go another shop ask first.. and they say only $40. WTH wan 2 con me again lor.. ASSHOLE!
then ok i let de $40 de fixed. then jia cheng,hui qing and i went 2 IMM 2 eat.
but went back and the person say it is nt that thing spoil, it is the board inside.
WTF!!!!! changing de board is like change a PSP confirm $100++++ lor.
sian... i think de 2 asshole who try 2 con me broke my psp when taking out memory card with force last time!! ASSHOLE!!!!
then now i wasted money buy memory card 4 nth...
Finally when i got hm depress... i toke off my shoe and found out i got a blister de size of a 10 cent coin!!! SHIT!
NOW I AM FUKING PISS AND TIRED!!!!!

2009-03-11T07:17:00.000-07:00

9th march
on that day i went shopping with margaret at orchard area.
went far east plaza.. she buying shirt for her friend!!
we went 2 de shop where i bought de white shirt with de green tree!!
but unluckly got the stupid indian guys who always say "brother brother brother"
nt being racist but tat guys won't let u look in peace...
after that we were looking for a desert shop in far east plaza..
her friend last time bring her there, but i we cannot find..
so we eat in another shop..
since it is raining... margaret and i walking around de mall lor.. then we finally found de shop!!!
lol sit down and eat desert!!!
after tat we toke de MRT 2 PS 2 find alex!!! also look for past diaso friends!!!
then we eaten dinner at PS, then all 3 of us go back westmall meet KJ and watch movie
the movie we watched is "Marley and me"
V nice show.. touching but i did nt cry.. lol

10th March
weird day for me.. moring is okay.. cos i stay at hm..
but when i started working... something stupid happen 2 me..
i did nt have a mood swing.. but my mood disappear...
become a walking zombie!!!
dun feel bored, sad, angry... totally nt...
then i have butter finger.. keep losing grip of stuff lor..
and in de end i broke a plate!!!!! OMG!!!!! SHIT!!! =.=
but on tat moment did nt free anything...
ah hao and amy keep say dun be afraid but i dun feel afraid.. totally no feeling..
but i know i did something wrong lar.. am blamming myself nw..
then went eat KFC with JR be4 going hm...

11th March
2day i was bored at hm... sms some ppl..
but decided 2 go shop for bag with hui qing during late afternoon after her interview!!!!
we totally dunno where go... then we keep msg ppl ask where they are.. just finding place 2 go..
then we decided 2 go 2 woodland.. and shop.... no bag at all lor..
but we eat "a-jin-san" dunno spelling...
then she saw another shop hiring ppl so go interview again and was hired stright away!!!
but i think pay low "$4/hr" lei... then need do so much stuff!!!
haha but went hm.. she told me she and margaret take same bus home lar..
lol i know mar went movie spree 2day.. but dunno is same place.. LOL

2009-03-06T18:00:00.000-08:00

Which is more important?
"How ppl look at me?" OR "Who i really am?"

2009-02-28T08:37:00.000-08:00

Tagged by JR
1. Beside your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
i think should be the ear? or the cheek bah..
2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
Another boring day... WTH should i do??

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
hmm group photo is class 5N2!!! single person should be jia cheng... haha we playing with webcam!!
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
hmm kind of spoiled i think... now arh.. dunno...

5. Would you ever donate blood?
Of course!!!! if my skinny body allow!!!
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
Of course lar.. i think u all know who lar =.=
7. Do you want someone dead?
yea... alot... death is peaceful... lol
8. What does your last text massage says?
"i dunno who going. but the pinic is supposedly need bring food but i 4get put on msg then i lazy resent 2 every1"
9. What are you thinking right now?
wad on9 should i try next...
10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
hmm dunno lei.. anything lor..
11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
i think 12+ bah.. cos 2day need go gym and swim with friend... then go work!!! tired..
12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
Giordano!!!!
13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Yea... i constandly think de.. sometime i think i think 2 much.. LOL
14. Who was the last person who text you?
alex i think?!?!?!

10 person tagged to do this Quiz.
1.Margaret
2.Alex
3.KJ
4.JR (lol just put lar..)
5.Wei Xian
6.Hui Qing
7.Karen Mitchell
8.Rehana
9.Horng Yu
10.Joyce

15. Who is 2[Alex] having a relationship with?
Hmm curreny single!!!
16. Is 3[KJ] a male or female?
Hmmm hard 2 guess.. a guy?? haha guy lar..
17. If 7[Karen] and 10[Joyce] get together, would it be a good thing?
=.= both girl lei..
18. What is 1[Margaret] studying about?
Design and media
19. When was the last time you had a chat with 5[Wei Xian]?

hmm on9 chat is on 25th Feb bah... face 2 face is sometime ago..
20. Is 4[JR] single?
Yea.. how come like Qns 1 de?
21. Say something about 2[Alex].
Hmm currently working in PS... at Bishanmon!!!!! Best miso soup ever drank!!
22. What do you think about 3[KJ] and 6[Hui Qing] being together?
MUHAHAHAHA!!! no comment.. only can laugh!!!!
23. Describe 9[Horng Yu].
hmm tall... like 2 sing song =.=....
24. What will you do if 6[Hui Qing] and 7[Karen] fights?
omg... hmm i think will result in a draw bah.... lol dunno lar.. now feel very blur
25. Do you like 8[Rehana]?
waaa of course!!! Best Chem teacher ever!!!!!

2009-02-20T07:39:00.000-08:00

With every single day passing...
the day i waited come nearer and nearer....
But as it come nearer... make me wounder... should i go?
his friend will be there for him....
Since i have lost contact with him for so long...
i dunno wad to say anymore...
If i go... i will just feel extra anyway....
should i go??? or should i lie and say i am nt free?
Now i feel.... they are better off without my anyway...
But de answer will have 2 wait...

2009-02-15T08:21:00.000-08:00

haha woke up early 2 prepare go for the long awaited Class BBQ!!!!
hmm meet up with Margaret, QQ, Wei Da, Alex, KJ, WS, Sadie
we toke bus 77 2 the BB pit near miss tan house at bukit timah...
then we meet up with shi min.... haha we wanted 2 start de fire... but then no lighter.. LOL
hmm so some of up go eat the food which are already cooked first(we cater the food).
then soon after that... JR(4get put!! Srry) jun xiong, adam and the malay and wei jin all came (different timming lar).
haha basicly we all had fun!!! haha got play BBall and also played true or dare...
haha the truth or dare is dam funny... when C ppl do dare.. i 2day luckly so never do LOL.
hmmm we eat alot of food... but the food is still not enought 2 make every1 full
althought when we write down wad we order on the paper... look like alot.. but actually not enought.
hmmm haha we eat play eat play... every1 was very funny.. Iqmal and Akil are the most funny!!
haha then at night we have a photo taking section!! every toke group photo... haha
can't wait 2 recieve the photo taken!!
but actually wan stay a bit longer 2 take bus back with aisha, JR and iman(i.p man!!! LOL).
but i remember my stupid handphone charger need buy 1... scare shop close.. no choice then need go off a bit eariler.

2009-02-13T08:20:00.000-08:00

Haiz.. YTD is friday the 13th...
ppl say this day is dam suay de lar
but i think still okay 4 me in the morning...
2day i went 2 sch.... for RWP do survey (WTH 4 Qns only)
then we go for IOC retest.. i know i actually pass already but i wan higher mark mah..
kk the test is ok ok lar.. but some i confirm wrong liao lol
hmm then after that i went 2 work..
here comes the suay part...
late for work.. then during work keep 4getting and doing wrong stuff..
dammit i so dam dumb..
but tmr stilll got work... 3-L some more..
then after work i went 2 eat mos ALONE!!! haiz.. lol hahaha
i ok de.. but the family beside me.... the parent very stress with their 2 kid..
the 2 kid is like smaller then 5 year old lar.. confirm playful de..
then the mother very stress cos she say "could u 2 just sit down and give me a moment of peace?!?!"
Then 2day is Valentine day!!!!!
haha but i working... cannot go dating.... oops!!
haha working 3-L but 2day relex cos doing backup only..
BEST THING!! no need clean machine 2day... ah lim help me!!! THX!!
haha then got chocolate from my working friend.. the lady from indo.. (still dunno how 2 spell her name yet). every1 who work 2day got chocolate!!! THX AGAIN!!!
hehe also saw Mrs Karen Mitchell and Alex Mitchell when working..
haha they eating at the place on the right side of tori Q(from tori Q inside face the Tori Q front 2 C which is right..) anyway not itchiban but the other side de..
haiz.. nvm haha tmr got 5N2 BBQ!!!!! wish fast fast come!!!
i meeting friends at BB inter at 10 bah.. haha and jsut download infinity.. maybe playing!!!

2009-02-09T09:14:00.000-08:00

THINGS 2 BUY!!!!
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-BackPack (cos bring laptop is so heavy with sling)
-New memory card for PSP
-Socks.....
-new handphone charger!!

2009-02-07T20:07:00.000-08:00

kkz.. my bad... 4get 2 update cos that day i stay in sch 2 rush work...
then dam tired 2 update... then 4get 2 update....
hmm kkz recently got lots of PBL and project 2 do...
RWP need rush... and 2 sent 2 web.. luckly i got 18% copy only but i know cos of my dam broken english.
Still got math PBL but i know i did not do much lar..
Excel PBL doing now(8/2 Sunday)....
hmmm ytd margaret jun xiong and i went 2 zeck's house there 2 help him with an art exhibition.
There was also other people like balkiah and mark and Gerald and jason.. got 1 first time meet dunno his name... all i know is he got car and can drive..
near his house there lar.. but haha alot of europian.. all very nice and friendly people..
we have lots of fun... like go playing jumping mat... but we think got ppl tell us cannot play.. then we stop..
Balkiah and the rest not from YISS de left sooner as they got stuff need 2 do... left margaret junxiong and me there only.
we stay there from around 10am-8pm.. haha but miss tan can at 6 or 7 pm. cos she thought is night event....
haha then we chat awhile be4 walking 2wards the esplanate.... then noticed no all de shop open..
then we toke bus 2 bukit timah 2 eat!!!!!! haha saw shi min at the food court
after that we sent miss tan home.. then go 2 a nearby playground 2 chat... dunno how we keep talking about ghost stuff like stories.. personal experiment...haha until some dun wan say le...
After that we sent shi min home... be4 we all go hm..
2day is my grandpa bday!!! haha now only xiao gu and my family at grandparent house..
but i need bring laptop 2 do excel lor.. haiz.. no choice.. tue need pass up le... ok update next time..

2009-01-24T05:48:00.000-08:00

haha kkz 2day woke up early!!!
decided 2 go cut hair at near darwin's house there.
i know it is far.. but since i last few time went there cut mah.
hmm kkz when i reach there is 12 le.. cut hair until about 35 bah
then follow darwin 2 accompany him buy breakfast cos he accompany me cut hair.
my hair now very short.. but ok ok lar..

then i also bought drink from 7-11 store.
Next darwin go hm le.. then i toke bus 2 lavender area.
but i kind of gotten lost.. alight 2 stop early..
then i wonder around till i call darwin and finaly know how 2 walk le..
then i noticed it is already 1!!!!!
SHIT i watching 2pm movie at JP lor.. sian.. going 2 be late..
but luckly i reach about 2 just nice.. then when meet up with them and go in sit down show start le.
haha gd timming!!!!
we watch red cliff... haha 2hr30min show.. but i think very nice..
i like the way they collect the 10,000 arrow.. haha dam funny..
Then we go Tori Q find JR and my collage!! haha bought a few things 2 eat.
Then we shop around.. bought a green shirt with colour strip..
was going 2 buy a jean but all so dam expansive.. so maybe i buy after CNY bah.
then all tired le go hm!!!

2009-01-23T09:39:00.000-08:00

i am so so so tired.... i am so tired from trying..
y izzit i even bother trying 2 find it back....
since i lost it years ago.... finding it back is also impossible..
my chances are slim...
izzit because we were once great friends??
if only for that sol reason... then it might as well end....
i hate dragging things... it only make things worst.
I realise that this was nt "me"
y have i become the "me" 2day?
THIS IS NOT "ME"
why do i destory more of "me" to become wad other wan "me" to be?
I have decided...
I will no longer try so hard anymore... everything will end.
no more will i be the "me" other wan "me" to be....
but i will be the "me" i am....

2009-01-16T02:28:00.000-08:00

Hmm haha kkz JR ask me 2 update.. so i update bah..
haiz school started le.. so nth much 2 update..
Kkz my MST result.. haiz i fail my CPPB but the rest i pass lar...
study is normal just that now alot of Project need 2 do..
i need 2 do math PBL, Excel PBL, RWP presentation, IDEAS presentation.
haiz... bz bz bz... now that i have 2 work also.. well i guess work is okay lar..
but i have not really talk much... 2 shy.. LOL hahaha
hmm then 2day stay back in sch 2 teach musfira and JC excel de..
but in the end we only suff net and talk about very funny stuff..
haha being with JC is like taking drug.. he will make u high and do crazt stuff de..
haha but very fun lar....
also rencently talked to swee ming and wei xian on9 alot cos other ppl all nth free 2 chat de.
But i think i a bit annoying la... everytime for nth talk 2 them.. cos i bored.. hope they dun mind...

2009-01-03T21:25:00.000-08:00

EXPERIMENT 1!!!!!!
Hmmmm.... this experiment was perform a long time ago...
But the experiment seem 2 work....
also the first time i and my friend seem 2 noticed it happen.

EXPERIMENT 2!!!!!!
Hmmmm... this experiment was perform just these few days...
Suddently remember about the first experiment and wanted 2 try if it really work
After drinking the solution ... yea i guess it work a bit...
But 2 confirm if this formula really works, and whether it will aid me in my boring life... i cna only try experiment 3 and 4 to find out..

2009-01-03T06:48:00.000-08:00

haha kkz 2day is shopping day!!!!!
At first morning woke up early 2 meet margaret at BB polyclinic.
Cos i working in F&B(food and beverages) shop.. have 2 take injection.
The injection is called typhoid i think... hmm dunno the uses.. but this injection is able 2 last 3 dam year in body.
hmm ok lar.. needle only.... taken needle a few time le.. nth much 2 be scare of...
heard from margaret and JR when injecting will not feel pain.. after that then will and cannot rise arm...
waaa but i take le like nth happen.. still the same as ever...
The injection cost me $20+ le.... but nvm cos the shop will pay me back the amount.. lol
Next we meet up with Alex, KJ and JR at B inter...
then we toke 106 2 far east plaza.... on the way got meet adam.
we all went there walk see walk see... ok lar all the shop look okay...
BUT there is this shop... got this bloddy sales assitance....
BLOODY HELL keep asking people can i help u... then say was "bro wan 2 buy or not..."
and he still dare say "bro u have look throught almost 200+ design already.. wan 2 buy or not.."
WTH we ever C so much lor.. anyway need C 2 buy right.. no brain....
but the shop got some nice shirt.... in the end we went out and look at other shop..
Then we saw another shop... sell same shirt... and we think is same boss....
there was better... bought a white shirt with a green tree with words that i wan!!!!
my 2nd choice is another white shirt with a black and white mine who hang himself with a invisible rope. haha but adam bought that 1.
Alex bought a black shirt with a diver and a mermaid i think.
Adam then bought a nice belt in another stall.
Next we went 2 HMV!!!!! haha look only.. never buy anything much.. but adam and KJ got somethings on.. so need go off early.
While shoping in HMV... injection starting 2 take effect.. feel my arm getting heavy... and cannot rise 2 high... ok lar... not painfull just feel heavy and that feeling irritate me. but effect gone in another few hr..
So the rest of us went 2 bugis!!! saw margarets working friend... and she bought dougnut 4 them.
We decided not 2 go 2 bugis street... cos dam crowed.
but we toke bus 2 QueensWay shopping center.. from there i bought a white shoe.. and shoelace.
and JR bought a wrist band and a belt.
Hear claudius is sick... was going 2 visit him but it getting late and also i tired le.. haiz..
haha wish him get well soon!!!
TMR work.. haiz

2009-01-02T08:55:00.000-08:00

WORK WORK WORK!!!
haha back from my first day at work...
kkz from now on.. i will be working at JP's Tori Q!!!
BUT DUN VISIT ME YET!!!!!
cos just started working... u come i also dunno the people there yet..
hmmm ok ok lar.. 2day got sch.. after sch i came home.. use come for like 15-30min then slp for an hr.
then kkz finally need 2 go 2 work le.. haha scare late.
hmmm wendy was very nice 2day...
she teach me cooking lar.. and JR teach me cleaning....
hmmm i was luckly enought 2 only blister 1 finger.... but dunno y is my left hand which i rarely use when cooking...
hmmm ok lar... when cooking blister is expected de lar.. soon will get used de.. cos skin get thicker.. LOL
haiz 2 bad.. still in training so like work 5 hr and only $5... sunday also training.
And mar and JR getting pay soon.. i think my pay will only be $10... haiz.. need wait 1 month
hmmm then my plan are that tmr go take injection (cos work F&B) and shoping for chinses year clothes and sunday work again

2009-01-01T05:27:00.000-08:00

!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!
yay finally it is year 2009!!!!!
haha kkz on 31th dec i got sch!!!!!! haiz... y still got sch
but after school Hui Qing, jia cheng and i went 2 NP 2 help me change my PSP button and also change the screem protecter.
hehe then after that we meet up with Alvin ,darwin and his "mei mei" 2 eat suki suchi buffet!!!!!
haha the buffet was really very nice.. and also order other foods at about 20+ only.

The plan was actually just go hm and slp throught the new year count down...
but while eating buffet claudius msg me and ask me where i am
he say he planning 2 go count down at marina square with wei xian
but they still slping and his now alone at PS.
so after buffet i went 2 meet him 2 accopany him.
then we finally decided 2 go 2 swee ming's house 2 wake them up.
when we reach there... only sween ming is awake... andy and wei xian still slping.
then we woke then up and started planning when 2 go.
since wei xian need go hm 2 bath and change clothes, so i also went hm 2 change clothes.
After i have bath and change my clothes, i went 2 Claudius house 2 wait for them 2 get ready.
The plan change from going 2 Marina Square 2 going 2 Vivo city
then we meet up at westmall there, but 2 bad andy cannot go lar.
We went 2 Vivo city 2 meet up with more of Wei xian and Claudiu's friend
It wad dam crowded there.. got problem finding them lor... haha
hmm then next we waited lar... and...
FINALLY IT IS 2009!!!!! there were fireworks!!!!!!
Firework is very nice.. but i was try 2 wish friends happy new year and also a friend happy birthday... but took over 45 min 2 finally be able 2 sent..
Wei xian's friend went off after the firework lar..
Next we slack a while but kena chase out cos Vivo city closing.
And also meet up with 1 of Claudiu's friend at the front door of vivo city
then we plan 2 go wei xian house over nite..

So we try 2 call a cab for 5 person.. but cannot... but i decided 2 go hm using train, since i need 2 sent my mom 2 work at 3am and the time is 2+ le.
Also this can help them get a cab.. 2 my surprice... there is still train hm.. from harbour front 2 bukit gombak.
haha then when i get hm, still got time.. so i cook noodle 2 eat be4 sending my mom 2 work.
then after that my mom sent me 2 bukit 2 meet wei xian and friend.
they were playing pool lar.. then we bought green tea and went 2 wei xian house.
we play and drink and play and talk alot. till very late. but i got a bit giddy so i slp.. but the others also slp very soon.
but i woke up at 8+.. and not feeling tired... totally no hang-over...
so i play the com lar.. then when they wokr up.. we play psp and talk lot(partly cos swee ming and i dunno much about each other lar, we only meet once at wei xian's bday).
then about 6 Claudius father treating wei xian go eat dinner. then all of us went hm le!!!

haha past few week are very joyful... i would like 2 thanks all my friend for a wounderful holiday!!!

2008-12-26T21:45:00.000-08:00

!!!!!!MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!
sian just now i type until alot le then hang cos wanna put pic...
then everytime i try 2 put pic hang.... so there will be no pic... T-T
24TH DEC!!!!!
haha kkz on 24th dec Christmas eve!!! went shoping with alex at jurong point!!
bougth a shoe!!! but i think i still going 2 buy another 1 at Queens way shopping center.
then after that went 2 KJ house, adam was also there then we play game until 1am i think
25TH DEC!!!!!
Meet KJ and alex at westmall first to buy chips, drink and cake
cake is for adam cos his bday on 24th dec so we celebrating on 25th with christmas!!
then we slowly walk 2 margarets house's market there 2 meet wang shan!!!
he botak liao!!! hahaha then i first time notice his scare is a upside down U shape de.
then we walk 2 below margaret house.
but cos we reach 2 early as she is cooking the dinner (OMG SHE COOK!!!)
then we cannot go up be4 7.30pm. so stay below and talk crap for about 45min.
talk about she cooking human for dinner!!!! then she would be mooping red liquid on the floor when we went in.. and a hand under the table!!!
when we go up.. must check C if got blood of half a hand or even finger!!!!!
but of course no lar.. margaret know how 2 do a clean job... LOL
HUNGRY!!! eat the french toast with tuna first!! then adam arive shortly.
then eat and play eat and play.. then around 11+ JR arrive back from malaysia!!
then we continue 2 eat an play!!! but JR fell alsleep first..
then adam have 2 go off cos he have something tmr!!
next is wang shan slp then alex try 2 slp.. but cos he feeling hot.. cannot slp well
but i feeling dam cold.. KJ and i was watch a web with funny english sign!!!
until about 6-7am.. we think haiz.. every1 tired.. then decided to go hm lar..
went hm 2 slp!!!! then a few hr later need go out again le!!!
26TH DEC!!!!!
Meet margaret at IMM 2 buy stuff for Zeck's BBQ!!!!!
but we spend lots of stuff to find the items... and after we buy.... dam heavy..
haha then we walk 2 jurong east MRT 2 take train 2 common wealth!!
then meet up with Eka!!! and we walk 2 Zeck's house!!
soon after we arrive.. every1 reach!!!
The people there are of couse Zeck, Margaret, Balkiah, Eka, Jun Xiong, Pei Xiang, Marcus and his GF, Gerald, Bredon, Mark, Jason and I!!!
Ok.. there was alot alot of food!! all dam nice...
some of the food at garlic prawn(my fav.. zeck's special) and garlic bread(also my fav), chicken pasta and etc etc!!!!
then we play blackjack for a while... lose 50cent!!! T-T
then we went up 2 2nd flood... for Gift section!!!
first Zeck gave us gift!!!! got big got small..
Next is gift exchange section cos every1 bought a gift that day... and i toke balkiah's gift.. which is 3 very nice looking container.
then we went down clean up.. and play black jack again!! was winning dam lot.. cos of eka's luk!!
then they say i win alot.. let me be banker.... okay lor..
but i lost over $8 in my last round T-T... but whole day i only lost 50cent!! LOL
hmm we left at about 130am i think.. every took cab tgt... 3 in a cab and another 3 in another 1.
when we got hm.. we msg each other.. C wad they get from zeck.
i know Jun Xiong, Eka, Pei Xiang and Balkiah got perfume!!!
i got a everlast watch!! dam nice.. and margaret got a Bag( or izzit hand bag?)
waa dam tired.. so i slp at around 2+
Great BBQ!!!! should have another 1 comming at chinese new year!!

Next dam... woke up at 12am(00pm) and eat breakfest... now going 2 do report le.. finish by 2day!!!

2008-12-23T06:14:00.000-08:00

Haha ytd mr goh(zeck), Gerald(zeck's student), Mr ho(marcus) and his GF(still trying 2 remember her name) and margaret and I meet out 2 have dinner!!!!!
2 bad i mdm ang and mr mitchell cannot make it(proberly is the suddenly sch work)
haiz.... but nvm!!! they wanted to go... so not their fault
hmmm we all went to a place at clark quey(4get the mall's name LOL)
the we went to a place 2 eat....
hmm LOL i 4get the stall name again... argh....
ok.. basicaly it sell the japanese noodle.. the 1 add with veg and egg until like a pancake!!
haha we decided to order 1 for 1 person.. but we take some of each lar..
so that ever1 get to try everything
hmm then after that we went to a pub!!!
not the kind got dam lot people dancing de.. but only a few people singing..
kkz i try tiger beer for the first time.. totally dun like it.. 2 me like got gas lei..
which is like soft drink.. i dun like gas drink(carbonated drink)
hmm then heard that sing a few song!!! and a 15 MIN SONG!!!!!
after that every1 went home!!
THE NEXT DAY!!!
when i woke up is around 12 plus bah..
woke up brush teeths like usual... then read manga...
then have 2 do my report... hope 2 finish by 2day
then i off the computer 2 clearn the foor by HAND!!!! new year comming special sampoo.
WTH DAM TIRED!!! but i promised my mom!!!
now i have 2 do my report again...
but 2day when i on9 i totally mixed up 24 and 25th celebration... now i planning 2 clean up my own mess... haiz.. TIRED!!!

2008-12-20T20:54:00.000-08:00

YO YO i recently got update hor!!! maybe cause is holiday...
if sch day maybe nth much 2 update cos everyday same same de..
i divide into 3 part in colour so less confusion
hmmm kkz these are wad happen for the past few days.
Margaret, Alex, KJ and i went 2 support JR in RJC for his fencing match!!!!!
ok ok lar.. he kick people's ass and also got kick lar...
First is a Thur which is fencing compertition for indiviual lar
The day for him should be fun lar... but for us is kind of bored... siting at the top there watching...
hmm also got this little girl also in the compertition... waa she very small but she good i think.
For the 2nd time we went for the compertition which is sat, the little girl also was there but this time is goup match lar.
hmm Jr's group first round kill people's ass!!!!! yay win.. i think is 40-30+ so they win!!!
but 2nd round is not so easy le.. fencer from SMU... got this uncle lei.. fierce...
But in the end Jr's group lost... haiz...
We thought the match will end at 6+ like the indiviual de.. but JR's group lost so can go off le.
but margaret and i plane 2 leave eariler 2 buy cake to Mrs Mitchell house 2 celebrate alex's bday!!!
but since the match suddenly ended at around 2plus or 4 plus... so margaret and i have 2 go off more early.
I went 2 margaret house first.... watch her play facebook's pet society.. hmm fun game..
So i playing back face book(mainly for that game.. LOL)
hmmm then we went 2 westmall 2 buy the cake!!!!
then went 2 mrs mitchell house!!!
Mr Goh was also there lar.. and of course got Mrs mitchell and Alex mitchell(Mrs mitchell's hubby... dun mix up)
haha we played wii!!!!! eat dam lot of food and some wine!!! I also eat WORM!!!! hmm taste not bad for worm..
and in the end recieve present!!! which contain a bandana, a cloth bag, a pen, and some package food (each person is different item inside, only the bandana, pen and food same i think)
after that we went hm at around 1230 i think... hmm still got bus lar.. dun worry...
i would like 2 say THX to Mr and Mrs mitchell!!!! thx for the food!!! Thx Mr Goh for the wine!!
i upload some pic next time!!!

2008-12-16T22:22:00.000-08:00

2day went 2 hui qing house to do project...
haha maybe at nite went over alex house help him paint.
hehe now have been tag by JR 2 do some Qns... LOL

The person who tagged you is:
-Jin Ru aka JR!!!
Your relationship with him/her is:
-Good friend!!!!!
Your five impression of him:
-bloody hell tall
-can by very annoying
-love alcohol
-love 2 shop
-love 2 go out!!
The most memorable thing he has done for you:
-ermm...ermm.... currently not much bah... i dunno...
If he becomes my lover:
-OMG... WTH... he is a guy lei...
If he becomes me enemy:
l-Depend on wad he did 2 become my enermy... if it is something that make me angry.. i will torture him asong as he live..
The most desired thing you want to do for him is:
-erm.... nth much... support him in his fencing compertition bah.
Your overall impression of him:
-tall... can be really really really annoying.. but is still a great friend
How you think people feels about you:
-hmm dunno... dun really care... y should i care wad they think... i just wanna be myself.
The ideal person you wanna be with:
-erm not really sure lei... but i know i dun like 2 gentle de... but also not until fight until will die de..
For people who cares and like you, say something to them:
-erm... thanks for all your loving care!!
Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wished how they feel about you:
(not in order)
1.Margaret
2.Alex
3.Adam
4.KJ
5.JR (dunno if can put your name back or not..)
6.Wei Xian (dunno if he got blog or not)
7.Claudius
8.HuiQing
9.Karen AKA Mrs Mitchell(dun think she know about my blog)
10.Mdm Rehana(same as above)
Who is no. 6 [wei xian] having relationship with?
-erm.. only rencently have contacted each other... i saw his GF be4 but dunno name yet..
Is no. 9 [karen] male or female?:
-=.= hello how stupid can this Qns be..... MRs?!?!
If no. 7 [Claudius] and no. 10 [Mdm Rehana] are together:-
-hahaha first it is MDM rehana... and claudius are like student and teacher lar..
What is no. 2 [Alex] studying about?:
-lol 4got... since he is in RP.. first year also like studying about everything
When is the last time you had a chat with no. 3 [Adam]?:
-erm... face to face chat is some week ago bah.. but got sms him rencently about JR's fencing match
What type of music band no.8 [Hui Qing] likes?:
-haha she is beside me now.... she say dunno... just nice music
Is no. 4 [KJ] single?:
-Yea... WTH how come some Qns same as JR de..
What is the surname of no.5 [JR]?:
-This is know!!!! It is Lai!! (jin lai) hahahaha
What is the hobby of no. 10 [Mdm Rehana]?:
-erm.. not sure... playing WOW?
Does no.5 [Jr] and no.9 [Karen] get along well?:
-Yea of course... we also go Art staff room talk talk de..
Where no.2 [Alex] studying?:
-lol i say le.. in RP first year..
Talk casually about no.1 [Margaret]:
-haha Great sister (aka my bro) haha love 2 go out 2.. kind 2 every1!
Where no.9 [Karen] is staying at?:
-hmm she rencently move to bukit timah area bah..
What colour does no.4 [KJ] like?:
- This i also not very sure. haha maybe ask him next time
Are no.5 [JR] and no.1 [Margaret] besti?:
-Yea i think u can say it that way... we are all gd friend from YISS!!!!
Do no.1 [Margaret] keep pets?:
-hmm i dun think she can keep pet at hm
Is no.7 [Claudius] the sexiest person in the world?:
-haha i also dunno.. he guy lei.. he is tan lar... and have lot of GF be4.. so i think u can say he sexy lar.. LOL
Er, what is no.6 [Wei Xian] doing now?:
-hmmm dunno lei.. maybe using com at hm... or went out with his Gang(Gay brother) or his GF

2008-12-15T20:15:00.001-08:00

ARGH!!!!!!!
Last nite i cannot slp...
maybe because of the extra weight.. i just put the cover for my blanket...
hmm wake up every 1 or 2 hr haiz...
but hopefully i got things 2 do for these few week
my plan are... 2day go watch both with Margaret and JR
then wed go hui qing house do report,
thur go JR's first ever fencing competition!!!!
friday rest at hm?!?!?!
then sat celebriting alex bday!! and watch twlight!
sun not sure.. and finally monday or tues(dunno which day) having a outing with friends and teachers(or izzit ex-teacher)
muhahah kkz i need go eat le...
next time then i update blog..

2008-12-13T20:01:00.001-08:00

Hmm 2day my family went 2 malaysia!!! but i never go.. dunno y.. dun feel like going...
2day i change my blog link... re-arrange them... very messy be4.. haha
then later going 2 shop with JR i think.. hmmm until about 2pm
then after that going my 2nd aunt house 2 return something she 4get 2bring hm.
then i think if nth 2 do i go my 3rd aunt house 2 pass something and maybe stay there 2 play bah..
hmmm bored..... some1 ask me out lar!!! =.=

2008-12-10T21:01:00.000-08:00

2 dam fucking lazy 2 update everything that happen(also cannot remember everything liao)
KKz 2 sum up... i did these on the past few month:

Went 2 New York New York 2 celebrate margaret Bday!!!!! then after that watch Firework!

Went 2 watch firework again in a few days but with poly friend this time!

Went to my friend's friend's house 2 celebrate wei xian's bday!! and also stay over and drink alcohol then went eat lunch with qiao wen the next day

A few days later wei xian and Claudius came over my house after going 2 BBDC. Then that day Claudius and i went over to wei xian house to stay over!

Poly friend bought 4 me a hat shirt and a skinny jean for my Bday!! thx alot!!! (Skinny... OMG)
A few days later went wei xian house again with Claudius before meeting Margaret and Gang at Bukti Timah Shopping Center at Pizza Hut 2 celebrate KJ and my Bday.
Childish outcast shane bring every1 to C Teacher but his whole plan backfire!!! MUHAHAHA stupid shit!!. Then he block me on msn cause i put this "Face it... u lost the moment it start!!!", then i add a "I know u are looking" after i know he blovk me.
hmm MST week... first few days darwin came over my house 2 study... then he help me make a mo-hog(dunno if spell correct or not..) hairstyle before going 2 sch... i look dam funny.
WTH study for Mirco Bio so dam hard... but the test is actuallu simple... WTF
Went for a haircut with poh huat and hui qing ytd... still ok ok lar...

haha kkz next for some random then hui qing tag me 2 do...(since i am bored.. fine...)
Ohh and hui qing.. there is no Qns 19.. how can there be 20??

1. Do you have secrets?
Yea.... There are secrets i will bring to my grave...

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
Hmm i dun mind... Age does not matter.. (but not until like a age gap of 20 of 30..)

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long as i am alive...

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Hmmm donation, buy more clothes, buy new laptop!! and bike and etc

5. What will you be doing tomorrow?
Dunno... wad kind of shit Qns is this..

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being love by someone lar...

7. What do you love doing?
Playing com, Chating, Slping(but not 2 much), going out 2 play!

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?n you secretly like is already attached, what would you do
nth much... obeserve in silence while leting life past unitl i find another 1.

9. Is there anything that make you extremely happy?
Hmm dunno... Killing people?? making new friend?? toruring people...

10. Do you secretly dislike anyone without them knowing?
Hmm yea... but only 1 i think. if i dun like u, u proberly will know.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Dead...

12. Who is currently the most impotant people to you?
Hmm my family and close friend!

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
The safety of my love 1.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Depand... if we are loving couple, married but poor is okay with me...

15. What is your favourite colour?
Black and White

16. If you are attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
Hmm i will try to confirm my feeling.. but if i dun love tat person anymore.. i would go for a clean break. better to break then to drag on endlessly.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
Forgive.... maybe.... Forget.... never

18. What if you caught your bf/gf doing stuffs (only god knows what) with other girls/guys?
Hmm not sure... maybe i will slaugther both of them, or maybe i will just break up..

19. Do you believe that there's "Love At First Sight"?
not really... 2 me...love at first sight is like a 5 min thing... won't last long...

I wanna tag every1 to do this.. but mostly

Margaret
Alex
KJ
JR
Claudius

2008-09-07T22:04:00.000-07:00

Hmmm okay lar... i dam lazy now..
so i upload wat happen this year part by part... hopefully only got 2 part lar..
kkz this year started out still okay lar..
i went 2 SP 2 study chemical process technology....
but luckly know all my class's chineses le... only 1 i dun wan 2 be friend with.. lol
my poly friend are:
Hong Zong (Ah wang---Monkey---hz)
Darwin (anything that is black---black shit)
Ren Aun (no nickname yet i think...)
Raymond (Panda)
Poh Huat (Huat Huat Huat arh!!!!---bamboo---emo king---ah huat---tree)
Sian Cher (FishBall---pig---white pig---ah sian)
Hui Qing (meatball---butcher(purge)---black pig---tissue aunty)
Jia Cheng (Ah cheng---gambling Queen)
the rest are malay lar.... like shakila, susu
but out class got a out cast....
SHANE aka shanie aka barny aka porn star aka fat ass.
his butt is full of pimple, his stomach is HUGE!!!!
Backstabber, no common sense.

hmmm i dun remember everything lar but i know throughout my poly course ..
the module i hate the most is CRS!!!!!! critical reasoning skill.... totally hate it...

hmm next i think i only remember is the class BBQ
haha we went 2 east coast park.....
The stupid chairman aka shane order until $200+ food.. siao...
every1 reach late.. but the shane reach first bringing his GF...
WTH dunno how 2 start fire... dunno how 2 BBQ... then still dare to ask for food.
1 word FAT ASS!!!!
But that day i celebrating my father's bday so i need go off early with my hz
buy i heard from my friend that they went cycling and darwin make sian cher and poh huat fall down....
hahahaha then i also heard that when they came back... the shane bring all the food hm le.. leave without saying then bring food... and he use the full bottle coke which cost $5 to put out the BBQ.. Brainless...

hmmm kkz lar... next time then i upload the rest... lol

2008-08-18T08:18:00.000-07:00

hmmm should i restart my blog?
hmm maybe i should change my blog skin also....
hahaha C my mood lar... if i restart my blog, then i will update watever stuff happen in poly.
LOL

2008-06-04T01:41:00.001-07:00

haha need upload this pic... srry

2008-01-24T06:39:00.000-08:00

yoz yoz !! these few days never update cause very late... tired and 4get... T-T
kkz anyway on 19th of jan... i went 2 my class BBQ and stay over... haha we cycle until very far... very fun!!!
then at morning about 3+... alex, KJ and i went mac 2 play... charge psp 2... while eating breakfast...
then after that my leg and butt pain until morning.....
then during 20th when i reach hm after BBQ at about 12+ then sleep until night 10+. wake up eat dinner then sleep again until morning... WORKING !!!! T-T
then 2 day which is the 24th i got my O'Level result... got L1R4 18 point!!!
but i think ok ok lor...
eng 6, chinese 8, the rest all 3...
anyway after that we chat with a big group with mdm rehana about the "After Effect" of knowing the result... like ppl will say something 1... parent's expectation.....
then after that we went back 2 media hub 2 say with other.... then later we ate dinner together at westmall (meet up with JR cause he went home first)..
haha we eat in group of 10.....(margaret, shi min, wei ling, Mrs Mitchell, Miss Tan, Eka, Jin Ru, Alex, Wei Jin and i)
Hope every1 is happy with their result!!
then after that we went home le...
kkz update again next time bah

2008-01-05T20:06:00.000-08:00

yoz yoz yoz !!!!
haha so dam long never update blog le...
anyway UPDATE!!!!!!
i now working at plaze sin at the daiso...
haha i like the working place... work very relex.. just a bit long after lunch...
haha then now is already jan!! still not going 2 sch... yay !!!
but miss my sec sch a bit lei....
then anyway i heard O'level comming out at 21th jan lei...(dunno if truth or not..)
hahaha dunno if my eng can make it or not.....
kkz lor wish i keep updating my blog lar... then can read lor...

2007-09-16T04:22:00.000-07:00

-.-"..... i just cutes my hair today........
it is not bad lar... dun hate or like it......
but it is a bit long......
anyway i played back monster hunter these days on my PSP...
then i can play with my cousins..... haha..
i trained a new character le.... but i stop 2 wounder....
OMG... still got eng homework have not do.....

2007-09-04T04:39:00.000-07:00

yo yo yo !!!!!
holiday le but still need go back sch... T-T
anyway... i today when 2 help put the art work of student's around the sch...
help help help... very tired... then wei jin and i went 2 eat...
eat le still need help help help....
haha anyway nvm de lar... helping friend (teacher) mah...
then at 1 i went 2 chem.... talk about a lot of thing... haha very fun....
but at the same time very sleeply....
then after that i stay a while 2 watch KJ and adam play basketball then after that wan go home...
but QQ dun wan let my go .... he wan me go art room with him a while...
but anyway i sleeply but stil go...
then after that mar, QQ and i went home... we take bus...
then mar's bus just going off then she chase after the bus..
QQ say mar cannot get on the bus !!!!
but surely get on 1 mah... then i said not possibly de lar..
then i say she fell down....
but wrong ppl... the auntie beside mar fell down...
waaaa so ACC de... but wrong ppl.. anyway i feel bad lar....

2007-08-31T07:25:00.000-07:00

YOZ YOZ YOZ !!!!!!!!
2day is teacher's day !!!! anyway the day be4 3day alex,mar,adam,and KJ came 2 my house and bake cake..
we bake 3 cake..... 1 4 mdm rehana ....1 4 mrs arts teacher.... the other 1 i dun wan say cause dunno wan say or not...
anyway mdm rehana C the cake so happy cause got methos...
the art teachers also very happy ....
pic of the cake is above...
but sadly sometime bad happen 2 my friend 2day.... but cannot say.... so end of that topic...
anyway i stay back 2 do my engish homework but i spend most of the time talk and playing around ... but still got so lar...
we stay until about 9pm.... but very fun lar...
YAY !!!! start of the 1 week holiday but the week got alot of time need go back sch... so busy...

2007-08-26T23:40:00.000-07:00

kkz !!!!! finally repost le !!!!!!
anyway a lot of thing happen .....but i am going so say the few thing that happen these few days only... dun wan think so much....
i fail my chinese mid year O'level....
i went 2 watch Brave Story withe my cousins !!!!!
The show is very very nice... and i wan 2 play the psp game !!!!!!!!
Also that my MUMMY !!!! bought me a very nice black and white shirt and a very nice jacket !!!!! waaa i LOVE the shirt and the jacket!!! but i rarely wear jacket de...
anyway i will wear it 1 day de lar.....
kkz these few days i going 2 find a new skin 4 my blog..
my blog skin is getting very boring looking liao...

2007-07-09T05:34:00.000-07:00

YO YO YO !!!!!!!FINALLY UPDATE MY BLOG AGAIN !!!!!!
during the sat after i went 2 SP openhouse with me friend... but did not stay long i soon went 2 my smallest cousin ... we played card game ... and majong... but i suck at majong ... no luck and dun really know how 2 play well....
hahaha kkz last sunday my family and i went 2 the sakura at jurong east 2 eat at 12 noon!!!
haha the food there are very nice.... but i did not eat much T-T....
not very hungry lei......
then after my family wan 2 go 2 simlim square 2 buy my PSP !!!!!!!
but we found a shop that sell psp at jurong that is not X lar... so we bought it there...anyway i finally have my PSP !!!! ......
haha but still have 2 download game... so dam long lar just 4 1 game....
tomorrow is tue and i have chinese O'Level oral test.....
dunno if can make it or not.... but wish me luck.... kkz now i going 2 watch digimon savers !!!!!!! update next time

2007-06-13T06:05:00.000-07:00

haha today margaret,shi min,novia,nicole,ah hao,wei da,jin ru,wei jin,iman,imal,ifawt and me went 2 orchard today 2 celebrate iman bday....
we ate a mocha cake...... waaa not bad....
haha we went 2 eat soul garden.... from about 3 to 5.30... then after that i went 2 cinelesisure....
but we want 2 go K Box but 2 X.... so they went 2 watch movie....
but i cannot watch.... cause i today i need leave by 7 2 come home 2 celebrate my dad's bday...
haha only wei jin,jin ru,wei da and me never go watch...
haha i reach home about 8.15......
anyway today i have a great time... but 2 bad cannot watch fantasic 4.... I WAN WATCH DE.... T-T
haha anyway my sisters was watching this funny india video.....
they direct translate the music 2 english... haha so funny ... u guys watch....
really really funny...

2007-06-11T19:29:00.000-07:00

Sunday i just came back from my cousin's chalet at chevrons... which is around jurong east .....
hahaha i stay 3 day 2 night... so dam fun..... we play psp ,card ,bowling ,majong(just learn how 2 play majong) ....
we swim 4 about a hour or more... then i went 2 play basketball with my cousin ...wanted 2 get a darker skin so did all this ... but i think still not very dark lei.......
haha on the 2nd night i play majong until about 5+ then sleep but i dun really wan 2 sleep lar cause tomorrow must go home liao.... but when i reach home i sleep 4 about 5 hour then at night sleep again 4 about 12 hour... waaaaa 17 hour lei..... but still very sleeply

2007-06-01T19:07:00.000-07:00

haha on thursday i went 2 watch shrek 3 with my sis....
haha so dam funny... everyone should watch.......

(copy this part from my sis blog but eddit a little bit...)
Watch out for all the princesses! Special version of
SnowWhite (The I'm-the-most-beautiful-living-thing),
Cinderella (Cleaner),
Rapunzal (Fake Golden Extension),
SleepingBeauty (Sleeping Disorder),
Queen (Super Iron head) &
Not-so-princess man (Shrek 2 bartender)...4got the name le.

Watch out for SleepingBeauty! She's bloody funny! Hahax!
& the super bossy SnowWhite!

2007-05-30T01:15:00.000-07:00

HAHA today i went 2 singapore health board... cause about a month ago then my class pass a paper 2 me....
it say i need go singapore health board 4 dunno wat... never say... but i already guess liao...
cause i under weight...
anyway... today at 12+ my mon and i set off... when we reach there the Q very small so very soon is my turn...
my height now is 174.4 .... the weight needed is 57 KG....
and guess... my weight... haha 47 only... lack 10 kg.... a lot lei...
she say i need do more excersice.... cause need musclerde weight....
then anyway today i still got the cough.... 5th day liao.... so my mon brough me 2 the 2nd floor 2 check up....
but my number is 6368... then the Q is 6300 only... waaaa so dam long... so many ppl....
so my mom and i choose 2 C doc next time... but she buy cough med 4 me...
just drink the med... feeling better liao... haha i add new post bah...

2007-05-28T22:57:00.000-07:00

WAAAA still got the cough..... but better liao...
yestrday mar,alex,shimin,KJ and i went 2 mrs lai's house....
haha we ate a noodle so so-mee... i think... with a spoon of red wine !!!! T-T haha taste gd...
we talk about a lot of thing.... about school and teachers and other funny event.....
but that is also the time something evolve........
my cough evolve 2 a very very bad sore throat.... waaaaa then my voice is like so man...
even when i srop my hp i dun have the voice 2 say "waaaaaaa"
anyway... after a gd sleep the sore throat is gone.....
turn back 2 cough.... so i have been coughing for the past 4 days liao....
tomorrow go C doc wish can help..... even talking also cannoy talk in 1 line....
i must talk talk cough cough cough cough then back 2 talking....
anyway i think i go play gunz now... maybe i wan play rakion today since adam now got D&T remedial....

2007-05-28T01:31:00.000-07:00

OK OK .... this happen today when i was taking the MRT train home....
i take MRT train cause i saw the bus 945 just left so i think take MRT faster cause later going mrs lai house at lakeside 2 visit her !!!!
anyway.... when i just board the train... a man in orange stand on front of me... nth special cause i standing beside the MRT train door...
but soon when the train is reaching the bukit gombak MRT station... the men's head turn a bit toward me.... then i saw face of his face...
then he started saying funny thing... like "Dun u dare do anything behind my back...."
even the auntie on the other side started 2 walk away a bit after seeing him taking 2 himself... or maybe taking 2 me...
but i totally dun even know know him......
he dun even have anyway earphone on both his ear so cannot be taking on phone....
but i hack care about him cause i hearing the radio using my phone....
but i only hear dun u dare do any thing behind my back a few times....
then when the train finally reach the station ... he rush out of the train and suddendly walk very very fast the down the stair the exit though the B exit... but i exit though the A exit....
HAHA so dam funny... so many ppl look at him... dunno taking 2 who....
maybe he preparing for an act... if he is a actor lar...

2007-05-25T19:13:00.000-07:00

haha srry yestrday i was going 2 write a new post but forgottten....
anyway yestrday when the sec 5 and 4 was call outside the G.O. mt friend and i spotted a gold digger(nose digger).....WTH so disguising .... he was digging his *gold* then he lick his finger !!!!
OMG so dam hell disguising.... then he went on digging and licking 4 some time...
i think that guy is from 4E1.... haha
anyway i was so tried yestrday i sleep at 4+ then wake up at 4+ am today haha got a bit of headach.... then yestrday was flu.....
haha during the 12 hour of sleep i dream about a dam hell lot of thing... even teachers and friend....
i dream about alex,kj,adam and margaret.... haha and also mdm rehana...
anyway my cousin got top in sec 4 express... so dam smart.....
haha kkz i go and play my gunz liao BB

2007-05-22T03:00:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA today i spent alot of time at school.... waaa this few days only chinese test and chinese test....
anyway today i am surpose 2 promote the art club pen holder for only $5....
but my friend felicia no free so i tomorrow then promote...
anyway today mrs mitchell,mdm rehana,margaret,shi min,lela and i were talking about a few stuff in the staff room... then when mr adam walk in about 2 or 3 time right... i scare he catch me cause my hair 2 long...
haha must rest today... tomorrow got NAFA test....
haha today when i reach home... i noticed my cherry tomato plant finally after a month got little flower...meaning soon i will my my very own cherry tomato ....
haha C the pic on top ... but my carmera skill sux.....

2007-05-18T18:23:00.000-07:00

haha long time never edit me blog liao... going 2 change my blog skin... a few days ago i meet a primary school friend... from hilgrove sec..... his name is benjamin...
haha i remember in primary sch he is always being bully....and also he is very very very a afraid of his grandmother..... then he also a bit poor thing...
every week cannot go out after sch... then during sat and sun maybe can go out 4 like a while 2 cycle....
but also retain when i was in primary 6.... so we did not talk 4 about 5 year liao...
i think he is sec 4 taking n-level this year cause i hear him talking 2 his friend about n-level stuff...
haha but at first i saw him with his friend so i did not say hi... cause he may not remember me....
but ... when i sat down... he was standing beside me... about after 10 min then he say hi 2 me...
OMG he remember... haha cause after about 5 min i thought he already forgotten me....
anyway thrn we talk about another 15 min then i need 2 get off the but.....

2007-05-11T06:28:00.000-07:00

2007-05-09T03:51:00.002-07:00

OMG yestrday i ran my 2.4 but lucky i pass!!!! pass by about 4 sec i think.... this is my 4th time so easily pass my 2.4 !!!!! so happy...
but sad things happen... my leg so pain.... walking down stair is more painfull then walking upstair.... then today i went 2 KJ house 2 try and fix his rakion problem... but then the elevator got 1 worker...1 very fat person ...KJ and me ...
when we press close... the door close then STOP!!!! almost close but never close...
when we try thr 4th time ... mw and kj give up and went out 2 take the stair... then when we went out... the bloody door close and sent the 2 ppl up .... -.-" !!!! WTH !!!!!
but kj and i still take the stair lar... waaaaa leg pain but still need go 2 the 14th floor -.-" T-T
so painfull lar... and then step on a lot of lemon on the way.....
anyway today i fix the problem at kj house but he cannot register a account .... now trying 2 slove the problem....

2007-05-09T03:51:00.001-07:00

2007-05-03T00:26:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!
my last year math teacher mrs lai just given virth 2 a baby girl this morning !!!!!!
waaaa i anyhow sms her during school then she reply telling me she have given birth !!!!

2007-05-01T21:32:00.000-07:00

OMG !!!!!!
i delete all my friends number from my handphone !!!!!!!
-.-" i think i need collect again -.-".... T-T
haha but adam lend me his handphone today 2 fill in all he have... but i think i still need alot...
so can tag in my tag box 2 tell me your num in case i dun have your !!!

2007-04-30T01:24:00.000-07:00

HAHA i so long never post liao !!!!!
anyway these few days is like normal lar....
but a few days ago my CCA have an event need go watch an so call movie lar...
the movie is call "Little Heart Song" at Orchard....
after we watch movie some of us went shopping around Orchard but the rest went home....
haha also that i found out i really really cannot save money... cause the more i save the more i loss..
then still going 2 watch more movies... like spiderman 3,shrek 3,and also fantatics 4 de second movie.... HOW !!!!!!!

2007-04-22T07:11:00.000-07:00

waaa i love kimimaru so dame powerfull !!!! haha enjoy naruto 4 ...
i hear is ps2 de lei... wei da !!! go buy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-19T05:08:00.000-07:00

Haha today very fun.....
today mdm rehana treat come people 2 eat pizza which include me and margaret !!!!!!
we ate 2 pizza and alot or things... 2 bad i dunno how 2 spell.....
after we sat there talking about alot of thing...
from good thing 2 problems ........
anyway i decided 2 play back maple sea and train my ice mage....
maybe i wan train adam's spear knight but... think i stick 2 my ice wizard.....
haha now downloading.... about 5 or 10 min alreadt 13%... think by tomorrow can download finish...

2007-04-17T00:50:00.000-07:00

haha so happy !!!!
the past few days margaret,alex,shi min and i have been trying 2 make a cake for mrs mitchell as her Bday comming !!!!! but wang shan only some on sun.....
haha we make about 4 cake i think ......
the first 1 is REALLY REALLY not nice......
but the rest taste ok !!!!!!! but the chocolate fudge cake is not cook on the inside so have 2 cook longer... then then longer we cook the more funny it look like .....
In the end the chocolate cake look like 1 very very thick lip.......
haha then on the day we celebrate mrs mitchell bday... we are so happy and full....
but 2 bad mrs zaki cannot come cause her daughter sick... then on leave..... if not got 6 cake !!!!
haha so mrs mitchell so full... all days eating cake.... then by night no energy left cause she got 2 day course.......
ANYONE WAN PLAY RAKION WITH ME ?? LOOKING ! SOMEONE 2 PLAY WITH ME.... PLAYING ALONE SO NOT FUN ....

2007-04-12T06:19:00.000-07:00

haha long time never update my blog again...
haha kkz in the past few week i finish half life 2 !!!!!
a very very very very nice GAME !!!!
haha kkz then after that (which is also now) i am playing rakionor KJ RO !!!!!
then a bit boring these days but good lar ...al least can play something...
then mr ho found out i LOVE 2 say wat the hell.....
haha i use it every ... and i say EVERY day...
haha then miss tan Bday have passs but i no $$$ 2 buy present 4 her but then i make a clay thingy 4 her....
then i think i wan 2 buy psp so saving money... and saving ....
but waaa still need about 3 or 4 month...
kkz then time then i update my blog !!!

2007-04-03T21:30:00.000-07:00

waaa although today dun need go sch cause E-learning day...
the web site 2 many ppl log in so i cannot log in....
waaa right now i finish my geog and chem... but i have not up load then in the web
then i have not done my eng cause CANNOT LOG IN !!!!!!
ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but anyway 2 day nice cause can use come for a long time and also dun need go sch...

2007-04-02T08:06:00.000-07:00

YYYYYEEEEEAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!
finally after 3 or 4 day my internet and house phone can finally be use again !!!!
haha few days without internet but still ok cause my friend got lend me half life 2....
hahaha kkz this is wat happened in the past few days....
haha on friday my friends and I and mr ho went 2 watch movie !!!!!
we watched "stomp the yard"
a very very nice movie... their move are very very very nice!!!!!!!!!
but that is also the day i lose the internet connection.....
my friend adam got in campus superstar but did not get in the second round T-T
2 bad lor...........

2007-03-26T00:30:00.000-07:00

HAHA I AM SO HAPPY !!!!!!
finally get 2 play half life !!!
i love the gravity gun !!!! so dam cool !!!!!1
waaa but need 2 get more sleep lately... caus very late then sleep...(caus i usually sleep early) !!!

2007-03-21T01:39:00.000-07:00

yay my blog's new skin is up !!!!!!!!
but i dun like the scroll bar.... sometimes when u refresh the page the scroll bar disapper....
but any 1 got any idea how 2 solve this stupid problem ???
anyway.... my friend lend me HALF LIFE 2 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yay !!!! installing now... but dunno how long will it take..... wish it finish soon....
ohh and 1 of my teacher is sick for 3 days..... must be painful....
wish she get well soon.....

2007-03-16T21:46:00.000-07:00

haha my friend adam got into the campus superstar !!!!!!!!!!
happy for him....... but today dun feel like going anywhere but felt very very very bored.....
how ?????-.-".... only feel like playing rakion the whole day lei.......
wish i can finally get a laptop......T-T
aiyo today nth much 2 type lei...=)